⚠️‼️DISCLAIMER‼️⚠️
this story contains subjects that might be triggering to some people including
-mention of eating disorders
-peer pressure
-suicide
-mention of self harm
-fat shaming
please continue at you're own risk
"Come on It's not that big of a deal"
"Well it is to me" "Awww are you too wussy" "No I just don't wanna"
"___'s a wussy! ___'s a wussy!"
Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop Stop!
Their voices echoed in my head
"FINE"
I grabbed the bottle, and sighed deeply. They were staring at me, I took a drink and started to choke. They laughed at me.
They're my friends They're my friends They're my friends
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"You eat so much" "yeah to be honest your kinda fat" "you should go on a diet"
I looked at my stomach and took a deep breath
"Okay"
It's for the better, they care about me It's for the better, they care about me It's for the better, they care about me
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I put on my new dress and looked at the full length mirror in my closet, I strutted out. They glanced at me.
"How do I look"
"No offense but I don't think that's your size" they giggled at her remark, I walked back to the closet.
They're trying to help They're trying to help They're trying to help They're trying to help
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I sat curled up in my bed crying, I try not to be too loud but they walk in
"Why are you crying you have like nothing to be sad about"
"Nothing" I replied, wiping my tears away "it's nothing"
My problems don't matter to them
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"Mom" "Yes ___?" "I think I have depression" "Oh don't be silly your just fine" "No really mom I-" "go do your homework sweetie"
I walked back to my room, why. Why doesn't she believe me.
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"Hey whats on your arms?"
Shit
"Um my cat scratched me"
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Why why why why why why why
Why was I the one who had to do it
Why do I have to do it
Why don't they notice my suffering
They brush it off their shoulders like it's dirt
They only worry about themselves
But I'm being selfish
Their problems matter too
I should help them first
I have plenty of time to help myself
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Why do I have to get up and go to school
I don't deserve this privilege
So many people deserve this more then me
If I'm gonna die anyway what's the point in getting up
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"Have you eaten today"
No
"Mhm yeah"
"Are you sure"
"Yeah definitely"
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They're at my funeral staring at my coffin.
They didn't think I was serious when I told them I wanted to kill myself
A tear rolls down their face as they realize they caused this.
If only
If only they knew
Their words have meanings
474 words
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Short Storythis is just some random shxt i probably wrote at 1 am im not gonna give context so take the stories as you will also i know im not good at describing or writing in a general im not really gonna continue any of these enjoy🖤 ( the cover art is by...
