Your Fault (Sonadow)

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Shadow's P.O.V.

"I can't believe it has been 4 months," Rouge said. "I still feel so bad for-"

"Shut up. It is your fault he is gone. Don't start apologizing now, if you wanted him here so badly, then you should have had his back when he needed all of you." I snapped.

I knew it was also my fault that he was gone. For all I know he could be dead by now, it is impossible for someone like him to just disappear. Usually someone would had spot him by now, he is famous for chaos sake, anyone would had noticed him.

Unless he is dead...

I saw the way he just nearly let Fleetway kill him. If I would not had stopped him, he would be dead.

I shook my head trying not to think about this.

I shouldn't blame myself over anything. I helped him. I had his back when the others didn't.

He is doing his part of the deal. Staying the hell away from me and leaving me alone.

But I can't help it. I feel bad. I want him around again.

I did not know how nice it was to having someone be with me all day or being at home when I would get back from work.

I blushed lightly.

What the hell am I thinking?

"I know! Chaos, don't make me feel even more bad..." Rouge sighed and I rolled my eyes. "At least you were there." She mumbled lowly.

I simply nodded. Yeah... At least I was there. But so what? It's not as if I was nice to him.

"Why did you?" She asked. "You even welcomed him in your house. Why did you?"

"Why did I...?" I asked myself again...

I don't know...

I thought I knew but that does not seem right...

I did not just do it so he can take care of Eggman... That's what I originally thought I helped him for...

But now... it feels wrong...

I didn't help him for that...

So then what for?

Sonic's P.O.V.
"You've gone mad." Dark said as I looked down at the river from high above in the bridge. "You can't do this."

"Watch me." I said and I took a step closer to the border. I felt a tug back as Dark tried to take control.

"Sonic! No!" He shouted.

He has been the only one I could talk to. The only one helping me. I must be really insane to talk to my literal inner demon.

I took a step back.

Baggy clothes, a hoodie and shades on, chaos, I was even wearing black pants. I wore black gloves and my signature shoes, those were long gone as I wore black boots.

I had even picked up my quills so I looked completely different even if my hoodie would fall. I let Darks fur color take effect on mine so I was now a dark grayish with hints of blue color.

"You aren't yourself anymore." Dark said as I walked down the streets of the city. I was about 4 hours away from home. I knew no one would find me.

I wasn't using my speed either so nothing would give me away.

I had thrown away my phone and communicator a very long time ago.

When I should have been hiding, I didn't do it properly, now that I shouldn't be hiding, no one will ever find me.

I'm never going back.