Chapter No 2
-Zayan-
Ali and Zohaib just went from my apartment. I should have got the award for best actor for my today's performance. First I made Izza cry and then I posed in front of my friends that I am normal and perfectly fine but I am not. My inner self was crying because I am the reason to cause tears in the eyes of the girl I love, my first love.
"First Love" sounds a bit strange from me. The cool guy, the biggest flirt of university fell in love with a simple girl. Why did I fell in love with her? Or should I say when I first fall for her? Probably that was the day when Ali and I first went to her to discuss about the project. I was not at all interested in discussing any project but Ali "the book worm" he dragged me with him. She was busy with some notes; she just looked at us once and again engaged herself in notes. I sat beside her and when I said "Hi" to her she was like she wasn't expecting this from me and when Minhal went from there she was looking so scared like Ali and I were ghosts. To lighten the environment Ali went to take coffee, and to relax her, I offered her friendship. "The heart breaker" whose one look can make millions of heart to skip a beat, his heart skipped a beat at her one smile. That was the first day I felt something different, something strange for Izza.
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The tree of Izza's love was growing day by day in my heart. I was planning to ask her out when Zohaib told me that he loves Izza.
"Dude I don't know but she is so sweet, so caring that anyone can fall in love with her" I felt myself torn into small pieces
"Yeah anyone can fall in love with her" I realized at the moment
"So what's the problem?" I controlled myself
"Problem is that how will I tell her? I mean she is different from other girls"
"Yes she is different from others" my heart bled
"Dude can you help me please" and how can I deny my friend. I thought to use the same plan which I made to propose her
I wrote a letter to her and asked her to meet me at 9:00 am in cafe. The only mistake I did that I wrote the note in my handwriting. Only I knew the pain I went through while planning all this
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Izza came there at 8:45. She was truly looking like an angel in her white dress. With her hairs open and her dupatta resting on her shoulder, even with the minimal makeup she was just slipping in my heart. Controlling my emotions though, I pushed Zohaib towards the cafe and Ali, Minhal and I hide ourselves behind the pillar. That moment I realized how difficult it is to keep smiling and pose happy when in actual you want to cry.
"I love you Izza" I closed my eyes as my hands turned into fists when Zohaib said this, "I love you too" It should be her reply, my nails digging into my palms
"Where is Zayan?" I opened my eyes in shock, "He called me here then what are you doing here and what is this?"
We all get shocked at her reaction. She was getting annoyed. I didn't expect it coming. My eyes went to Zohaib whose face fell in seconds
"Where is Zayan?" she asked again. It took me a moment to decide
"I am here" I don't want Zohaib's heart to break, so I decided to tell her the truth, about the plan, but I get more shocked at what she said, "So it means.. that.... you.... Don't... love me" I looked at Zohaib then at Ali,
Their questioning gaze, just one moment and then I spoke what I don't want to
"What? Are you in your senses! Why would I love you?" I saw tears glistening in her eyes, "How come you think that I love you! I mean look at you!" Her face suddenly turned pale when Minhal took her away from there
"What have you done Zayan? You hurt her!" Ali said
"You don't know the pain I am feeling right now, how much I am hurting" my heart cried
"You love Izza?" As Zohaib asked this I controlled myself and turned to them
"Ohh come on guys! Izza! Izza! Izza! Can't we talk anything else"
"But Izza...." I interrupted Zohaib
"Don't worry Izza cannot refuse you" I tried to be normal
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And now I am sitting alone in my apartment knowing that I have lost my love. Love is not for everyone. Only few blessed people can have this beautiful feeling.
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