Claire is a girl who has her fantasies of love,but she isn't in luck,when no guy seems to like her,when she has no true friend,when she was crowned the school fattest girl,when she never felt anyone loved her or cared...
Claire is about to get chang...
It was almost time for the party, I still had like two hours to get ready. I decided to go with a comfy silky white inner, black blazers and blue ripped jeans
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I applied some mascara to make my eyelashes stand out and some lipgloss to make my lips have a little glow and to have a little pop,well I need to commend God's work on my lip,cause mehn,I had killer lips, at least I had something I don't want to change and I am proud of,I packed my hair up and did a little bit tight pony tail with some loose tendrils at the side,soon I was done and I still had a few minutes to spare, so I looked through my phone for any notifications, reminders or messages, but it was only my Mum that sent a message,reminding me to get back before curfew and to properly lock the door. I had to take the bus,well I wasn't rich enough to get a car and I have a single Mum who has so much thoughts on her,I wouldn't want to bug her to get me a car..soon the bus stopped and I got off but I still had to walk a little bit down to get to Queen's house,it wasn't that far tho..I could hear the music sounding fainting from where I was but as I got closer the music got louder. I soon got to the house,it wasn't too big neither was it too small, there was a swan fountain at the front of the house,the house had this kind of classy decoration,it had this aurora that made me want to run but before I could get to,someone tapped me,I turned my head so fast I thought it was going to break,it was queen "aren't u coming in?" "Yh right, am coming, just give me a second" "OK then,see you" I walked in,I could already smell strong liquors,and vomits,red cups where littered everywhere,and there where white powdery stains on the floor,which I guess was cocaine,young teenagers where already by the wall side trying to eat each others face out all in the name of making out,my subconscious decided to remind me that I hadn't even had my first kiss,well yh that's me;Claire the fat girl who hasn't had her first kiss. The music sounds a lot louder in here,and I can't even hear my self(subconscious),I decided to go to the bar,which I guess was formerly a kitchen island to look for a drink,rather than standing there looking like a weirdo..I took soda water,and poured it into one of the red cups I found there, in case if someone offers me a spiked drink I can already point out I have one,and I don't have to get drunk too, well this is the part where I say "thank you Mnet movie zone". I got bored sitting down looking at drunk teenagers,so I decided to give myself a tour round the house,I climbed up the stairs and continued walking straight not really knowing where I was heading to,but I soon got to a balcony and it was really windy out here,I decided to let myself enjoy the fresh air and for a moment stop thinking and forget and let things just flow. I continued enjoying the fresh air while drinking my soda, but I suddenly got interrupted " you seem to be enjoying the party", wait I could recognise that voice and smell anywhere,its Tyler!,it's god freaking tyler!!! I didn't reply,I just let myself flow in the comfortable silence while twirling the loose tendrils that snuck out from my pony tail,but Tyler decided to break it "you're smart,you know?", " yh right" "Do u have to always be sarcastic?" "That's rhetorical right?" "There she goes again" I don't know why but despite how nervous I am,I still get to have this ounce of confidence in me when talking to Tyler and it makes me go all sassy.. "How do you know am smart?" I asked "Your assignment,dumb ass" "Oh that,you couldn't even get urs done,so u are the dumb ass" "Yh right" There was this comfortable silence that we had going on but he broke it "So..umm,wat are u doing here?" "Ohhh,queen invited me. Why asking?" "Well I haven't seen you in any of Queen parties,and you guys don't really.. Umm...talk?" That sounded more like a statement than a question. "Well she invited me and am not really a party person,and... I felt like I was rambling,so I decided to look at Tyler,wat I saw shocked me,he was just staring at me and his eyes where filled with some emotions that where hard to decipher, he started moving closer like he wanted to kiss me and I just stood there like a statue with my mouths agape and my brain shutting down not thinking of anything,waiting for my first kiss,he moved his hand to my face slowly then he gently took the loose tendrils hanging on my face and tucked it behind my ear,but it was all short lived because someone cleared their throat, Tyler jumped but immediately composed himself like nothing was going on and with the speed at which I turned my head I think my neck must be broken for real this time.. It was queen "Hey Tyler,you're here,I've been looking for you everywhere" "Yh,I just came to take some fresh air,its pretty stuffy in there" I guess it was my queue to leave,but Queen turned towards my direction and spoke to me "Thank you for coming Claire,am glad you did" "You're welcome,thank you too,your party is nice, I had a great time" I left them to continue their chit chat,but I had this uneasy feeling in my gut,and it felt like jealousy.. Well they are really close friends so I shouldn't be bothered right,except for the fact that I think Tyler kinda likes Queen, well who wouldn't?? She was like a perfect goddess walking on the imperfect perfections of earth with her blonde hair,green eyes,model legs,flat stomach with a perfectly curved butt,she was every guys dream. I checked the time on my phone and it was already 9:30,I still had like 30min but I was getting bored and it wouldn't hurt to be home 10min earlier,with that thought I stood up from the bar seat I was sitting on taking one last glance at the direction of the balcony I left Queen's party,hoping that I hadn't made a mistake,accepting to come..
