My Letter To Kishori Ji ❤️

Part 1- Proud To be Vrindavaneshwari Suta!

My dearest kishori,

The most beautiful way I have found in which to wrap the gift of my heart is within a letter. My words reveal my truest essence - my soul made visible in all its intimacy and intricacy.

I cannot help but love you because I know you love me, I cannot help but write for you. I take the time to write because for you because I know my kishori is worthy of my efforts. I am writing because I desire to offer you more than a hurried "I love You" on the run. I am writing because my spoken sentiments are evanescent, and I desire a permanent way to preserve my thoughts. I am writing because you value my prayers so much!

My ups, my downs, my victories, my defeats, my adoration, my apathy, my faith, my doubts, my questions - and your responses - are recorded in my mind.

These entries are love letters from my heart to yours - messages from your heart to mine - My mind's letters sent special delivery to and from goloka that have changed my life on earth. You cover my imperfection and allow me to pray openly towards you!

As we know that we all are just children of the supreme lord, as you're the surpreme goddness and the universal mother and being your daughter

I am not that perfect that I want to become, I always make mistake that you know really well, than I ask you to forgive Me- but your mercy always forgives me that's what a mother's mind is, and afterall you are universal mother ! I always want me to be your dearest! I always want a special place in your lotus feet!

Keshavi ! Please always keep me near your lotus feet, bless me giving a little dust of your lotus feet ! I want to say that - Ek Nazar Kripa Ki Kar Do Laadli Shree Radhe !

I always want to feel your presence and recognize it the way a child knows her mother's touch.

I'm ready to live my life to serve your purposes and to further your cause.

And i want to tell you about that day when With my own free will, I will be coming to you and asking you to let me in, let me see you, not obscured by others, no degrees of separation, completely revealed, as the true essence of who you are.

I am ready. I am listening. I love you incredibly!

Yours Suta! ❤️