You said you'd be here for me.
You said you would.
You said you wouldn't hurt me.
"I could NEVER hurt you."
"To hurt you would hurt me."
That's what you said.
The perfect little angel I had met.
"You're amazing!" You told me.
"You can make it through this."
"I'll never leave your side."
That what you said.
I didn't know it would hurt so much
When you stabbed me in the back
When you left my side.
"I hate you."
"You ruined my life."
"How could you."
That's what you said.
I didn't do anything...
Or did I?
I mess everything up.
I warned you to stay away.
I told you I was a bomb.
"You're not a bomb."
"You're just going through a rough patch.
That's what you said.
Just a rough patch...
Well this is a long rough patch.
A six year long rough patch.
This isn't normal.
Before:
"You can always talk to me."
"You'll never drive me up a wall."
That's what you said.
After:
"You're a bomb."
"Don't ever talk to me again."
"How could you do this to me?"
"How could you."
That's what you said.
I didn't mean to.
I didn't plan this.
Do you feel sorry now?
The blood drips off my wrist.
My pale face stares at yours.
"This isn't my fault."
"You put this on yourself."
That's what you said.
Well I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
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The Battle Roars. The Scars Multiply. The Pain Never Ends.
PoetryThis is just a bunch of poems I wrote when I was in a bad place. You might relate to it. It's about struggles and thoughts and thing. And it's just the honest truth about things. You might see lines repeated. Probably 'cause I liked them a lot, hehe...
