Excerpts from a book I'll never write •

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  I was always timid as a child, my parents thought that I'd grow out of it. I didn't. As I grew up, I isolated myself from everyone and anyone. It's better for me to isolate myself, no one could hurt me, no one could leave me, I would only have myself. I wouldn't become dependent on someone that would just leave me in the end.

-Veronica's l8 night thoughts pt 3

*i really miss uploading on here. I have manyyy "chapters" that I've written in the span of the 2-3 years this book has been out but never had the guts to post. Many of them are me getting my feelings out in the spur of the moment. This was definitely one of those times. I felt pretty lonely when I wrote this. I still feel lonely but it's definitely tolerable now and I'm more used to it. I was kinda scared to upload these type of things because they are my thoughts, and at times I don't think, I just type what comes to mind. Sometimes the things that I type/say may be a bit worrisome but I promise I'm alright.