snake <Jaeyong>

It's Okay

(so y'all this one is gonna be short since i can't really type at the moment because both my thumbs are in bandages.
Why?,you ask. because my dumb ass decided to just bite off the skin at the side(i don't know why i did it lmfao) )

Taeyongs P.O.V

I slowly opened my eyes
And it was bright white
My eyes adjusted to the brightness and i looked around
I saw Ten, Lucas, Jungwoo and Johnny sleeping on a small gray couch
They had some blood on their clothes
What made me confused 'did they get hurt? ' I thought to myself
I turned my head to my right
And i saw Jaehyun sleeping on a chair beside my bed
He also had blood on him but he had a lot more
I got worried
I tried sitting up but immediately failed
My arm hurts like a butt cheek on a stick
I tried again and succeeded with a lot of pain and a whine
I looked at Ten and the rest again and they seem like they didn't hear me

"Taeyong you really should rest" Jaehyun said what made me flinch
"I'm o-okay tho" i said nervously
He looked me dead in the eye
"Taeyong, you got shot in the arm right in front of my eyes. If you don't want to rest for your own health... Please do it for me so that i know that you're going to get better" Jaehyun said in a very stern but yet sad voice
'am i being a burden?'
'is he worried about me? '
'is he pitying me?'
'why is he saying that?'
These are the thoughts that bolted through my mind
I noticed that i was starring at him and i looked away fastly
"are we in a hospital again?" i asked
"yeah we are" he said calmly

Jaehyuns P.O.V

I'm so happy that he's okay
I thought he'll be gone forever

After i answered Taeyongs question
I saw him getting watery eyes
And then a tear slowly running down his cheek
"w-what's wrong" i asked in slight panic
"I-It's just t-that I'm always at the h-hospital and a-all the bills go to my m-mom and st-step dad. They already h-hate me plus all the m-money they need to spend o-on me. It r-really makes me feel b-bad" Taeyong said in between sobs
My heart ached
I still don't understand how someone could hate him
I wish i could pay all his hospital things... Wait... I can
My parents are rich
"Taeyong if you want I can pay your hospital bills" i said with a soft smile
"no! I'd feel more like a burden" he said still crying
How can i make him stop crying?
Seeing him in that state makes me sad
I got closer to him and embraced him in a hug
I was careful to not hurt his arm
While hugging him i noticed that he's very cold
It gave me shivers
He pressed his head in my chest and cried in my bloodied shirt
I felt how his arms held me tight
He's so cute
I really think that i fell for him

(okay that's all for now haha I'll try updating as soon as possible
⚠️And I'm actually writing a chanbaek ff but it's in the drafts and i really don't know if i should make it public⚠️)