Jayda POV
(The voice in her head are part of the story now)
Wake up
Wake up!
For fucks sakes wake the fuck up!
I woke up looking around to see I'm in a bedroom
Jason's bedroom
I held my head
The voices are back
When I was 16 I started getting voices in my head, that'll tell me to do bad things, or harm someone, or simply be in my head to make me go insane
They stopped when I was pregnant with Miracle
I wiped my eyes, getting off the bed, was in the same clothes from yesterday
going out my room, I heard laughing from downstairs, following it
I saw Miracle and Jason eating breakfast
They caught me when I was on the last step
"Mommy!"
Miracle came off the seat hugging me tightly
I hugged her back
"Hey baby are you ok?"
I asked her caressing her forehead, she nodded holding my hand
I smiled at her, looking at Jason
"Do you remember anything from last night?" Jason asked, I tried to remember
But unfortunately it was all a blur
"No..."
"What happened last night?"
"Jayda I think your disorder is back..."
I looked up shaking my head
He's right you know
Fuck off
"It can't be.."
Even though I knew he was right I didn't want him to be right
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Ps. I still love you
FanfictionIf it was meant to be it'll come back A story about a young successful Model named Jayda Cheaves finds herself back with her manic Baby daddy Jason McCann