I get my YT channel back today.....I should...be happier about this....but I cant...
Why? Because there is a hella ton of rules that my mom added that are unfair.
And worse the threat that will hang over my head.
One mistake (now 2) .....and my YT is gone forever...
......
Rules:
1. No kissing of characters
2. No songs talking about suicide (vent songs)
3. No songs that talk about killing people
4. No videos talking about hurting or killing myself (vents)
5. No blood or murder in any videos (violent themed animation memes)
Now for why they arent fair:
1. My sister has permission to watch "I love lucy" an old TV show from the 1900s that has "Lucy" and her husband "ricky" makeout on occasion or have long kisses. (How is this fair that I cant do a gacha kiss in a vid which doesnt look like kissing!?!?!)
2. This had been allowed before my channel was taken away the first time
3. This was also allowed and wasnt minded.
4. Also allowed
5. Very much so allowed.
The reason I got my channel taken away was because of drama! Not blood or anything.
So really it's not fair this happens.
But it is happening.
And it's why I cant smile at the thought of having my YT back.
3/4 the content I used to make is no longer allowed and as you can see that bums me out.
Example the "murder meme" probably wouldn't be allowed.
(I already animated that a while ago and it was posted a while ago I just sadly cant remake my crappy version)
I can make vent art...just not post it on YouTube. Probably not even draw it either or if I do be careful.
Thankfully I've found songs that fit vent feelings without having to kill my character.
Still make me sad though.
