15: Sad devil
FAITH
I hate him! I hate him so much! And that red-haired guy? I hate him too! They're so alike! Both mean... and not normal.
Sinarado ko lahat ng pinto, securing every locks although I know that's kind of foolish tactic to lock myself away from Orion dahil paniguradong lilitaw rin siya anumang oras na gustuhin niya.
Whatever that trick is, even the best locks will be rendered useless. Pero gusto kong mapag-isa. Seriously I feel bad after they simply talk about reaping me and something like that without considering how I would feel?!
There were times I wish I was dead but when they started talking about it, it was rather scary and I realized, ayaw ko pa palang mamatay. Marami pa akong gustong gawin sa buhay. And I want to heal myself from all the pain I've experienced but having that devil around is a bad idea.
Bakit ako pa ang minalas na guluhin niya? Sa dinami-dami ba naman ng tao sa buong mundo, bakit ako ang napili niyang buwisetin?
I refused to see my doctor after I figured out Orion is real and it's time to cut cost. Mag-aaksaya lamang ako ng oras sa mga therapy sessions ko but then at the end of the day, Orion will only make me lose my mind.
He's so hard to bear! Para siyang spoiled brat— but he's so old why hasn't he matured yet?
Niyakap ko nang mahigpit ang unan ko. At least I've been Orion-free these past hours after I told them not to follow me. It actually felt so nice without him around. No foul language, no insults, no vain remarks about himself, no sexual innuendos just pure peace.
Napatingin ako sa relo ko. It's almost two in the morning yet I am still awake.
Hindi ba dapat masarap ang tulog ko, now that he's not around? Bakit hindi pa ako dinadalaw ng antok? I keep on thinking about nothing in particular. This is supposed to be my blissful sleep ngayong walang Orion na mangungulit.
But still, I cannot sleep.
Whereas when he's here and consuming more space on the bed than me, I always sleep soundly.
Argh, ano bang pinag-iisip ko?! I grabbed my pillow and covered it on my face, with hopes of falling asleep.
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I woke up early despite sleeping late. Dahan-dahan akong nag-inat, like I always do when Orion's around pero bigla kong naalala na wala siya. I looked around the room and it's the same last night.No Orion in sight. Minsan ay nagigising ako na wala siya sa kama but then I can hear the shower and his happy hum of some weird song that sounded like a nursery rhyme. Pero ngayon ay wala. Tahimik na tahimik ang buong kwarto ko.
BINABASA MO ANG
ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE
FantasyGet to know Orion aka Lucifer who got bored on hell so he decided to take a vacation in the human realm. (Image used for the cover is not mine. Credits to the rightful owner.)