dear michael

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dear michael,

i noticed you started speaking to ashton, he use to be a friend of mine. we were best friends and at one point became boyfriends. he of course left me after a couple of months, he said he couldn't handle how sad and depressed i was. i don't blame him really. ashton is a nice guy. i'm just a fuck up.

today we had double music, i've never seen you happier. i could barely focus on my own guitar playing because of you. i love the way your eyebrows furrow and your eyes close while your fingers dance along the guitar neck. you put so much passion into music, I could just tell. your beautiful smile never left your lips while you sang along to blink 182's i miss you. you looked so carefree and relaxed once you took your guitar in your lap. i wish i could feel like that.

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