Tendou remembers alot, he like too talk about how good his memory is to semi a little too much, but he remembers way too much about his childhood, more then he wants too.
He remembers almost every insult, every harsh shove to the floor, leaving he's knees bleeding and sore.
He knows he shouldn't be upset about it still, it's been over 10 years since he's been bullied.
Well not really, he was bullied all through out school, not really bullied more just...teased you could say?
Monster.Monster.Monster.Monster
He heard that all throughout his life, he now owns it, wears it like a crown.
But he gets too him, he'll never let it show of course, but I does.
He knows his features aren't exactly attractive, he knows his scary, he knows his eyes are too big and his hair is unflattering.
Sometimes he wonders why in the world ushijima is even dating him.
His really....ugly.
Now standing in the mirror tendou takes a good look at himself.
'im too skinny'
'my stomach sticks out too much'
'my legs are too long'
'my face is too round'
'my arms aren't strong enough'
'my hips are too big'
'i hate my eyes'
'i hate my voice'
'im too loud'
He kept going, picking out every con about himself.
He felt tears start to run down his cheeks.
"Satori?, Are you in here?" He heard ushijima ask.
"A-ah" tendou quickly tried to wipe away his tears
"Satori!, What's wrong!?" He ran too his lover and pulled him towards him.
He looked at his face, his heart clenched.
"What's wrong, please talk too me." He said calmly this time.
"I......I don't feel...I don't like.how I look, I'm a monster ,wakatoshi how could you even love me!" he said looking down at his feet. "You-you always call me "beautiful" and "cute" but I don't see any of that, what do you see in my ,wakatoshi?"
Ushijima looked at tendou and said with out hesitation.
"You are the most incredible person I have ever met, you have helped me through so much, tendou. I wish you could see what I see." Pulling him into a tight hug, tendou muttered.
"What do you see?" Tears leaking from his eyes making ushijimas t-shirt damp.
"I see...i see a beautiful, talented, bubbly, kind, strong, amazing boyfriend. You always know what too say, your ways there for me when I'm over worked or stressed. You give the BEST hugs. I love the look on your face when you get the new Shōnen Jump. I love you. I will always be yours. And you most definitely are NOT a monster."
He took a break to lift up tendoū's head and kiss him all over his face, wiping away the tears.
" I love every freckle on your body tendou, most of the time all I want too do is kiss every inch of your skin." Tendou blushed.
" You deserve..so much" he looked deeply into tendoū's eyes and placed a strong kiss too his lips.
"Thank you" tendou smiled as he hugged ushijima once again.
"Want to go cuddle now and eat some chocolate ice cream?" Wakatoshi said already knowing the answer. "Yes please" tendou shyly replied.
(a/n 👉👈)
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Oh god my fics are not improving at all, yeah this is pretty bad. Okay so leave constructive criticism:)).
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