nyctophilia // rochan

Chapter 5

- Seokwoo POV -

Ignore him, ignore him, ignore him and you'll be fine.

"Hey"

Fuck.

"Good morning" Chani greeted me on our way to the school

"Yea, morning" I looked away

"You mad or something?" he asked me

"Nah, not at all" I answered still looking away

As I tried to walk Chani stood in front of me and grabbed the collar of my shirt and pulled me down so we were directly looking into each other's eyes.  Beautiful eyes indeed. What the fuck did I just thought? Snap out of it Seokwoo. I looked away as I couldn't look into his eyes.

"If you're not mad then why are you refusing our eyes to meet?" he asked

"I'm not" I said while trying to remove his hands from my collar still not looking him into his eyes

Surprisingly he removed his hands very easily and as a result of that, he had his hand grab my chin and pull me even closer to him. I swear I could feel my cheeks burning up.

"Kim Seokwoo, did I do something wrong?" he was kinda upset I guess

"No" I mumbled, as I prepared myself to look into his eyes

"Finally" he sighed in relief

"Okay okay, lemme go now" I acted annoyed

I hate that he makes me soft.

I hate that he makes me blush for silly reasons.

I hate that he makes my heart beat faster.

I hate that he fills my mind with thoughts of him.

I hate it all.

- Chanhee POV -

Jeez, what is he acting so tough for? I saw through him a long time ago. But he's cute when he does it though. Guess the true Kim Seokwoo was hiding behind a mask.

This guy is kind of childish but that just makes me more interested in him. Makes me want to know more about him. Makes me make him mine....... Oh my fucking gosh. Forget everything I just thought. Forget it Chanhee, just forget it. Aishhhhhh.

It was lunch time already, as I was headed to the school cafeteria I saw Seokwoo sitting on one of the benches outside the school and decided to go to him.

"Aren't you going to eat?"

"I already ate. I had bento from home"  he was staring at the clear sky

Yeah, he's staring at the beautiful sky and instead of me doing the same, I'm staring at him. Ah, he's beautiful too.

And that's when I realized that I love him. I love that handsome face, I love that annoying height of his, I love it every time he bits his lips when he's having difficulty with maths problems. I love all of him. A lot people have told me that the line between love and hate is thin but I never believed them. Now, I can see what they meant by that.

"Could you stop staring at me? It's uncomfortable." our eyes met

"I can not to that"

"Why?" he raised his right eyebrow

"You're too breathtaking"

His eyes got wider as the wind blew and placed a few petals of the sakura tree that was next to the bench on his head. It was a view I will remember forever.

Oh gosh I'm so in love with him, I really don't know what to do.

"W-what?" he stuttering, and I noticed his ears getting red

"You heard that" I blushed "You have something in your hair, want me to get it out for you?"

"Eh? Where?"

"Here" I said as I showed him the few petals that were in his hair

"T-thanks" his ears were still red, cute

In this short amount of time that I've spent with him, the hate I had for him had already disappeared before I knew it and turned into something more beautiful, love. And the scars I had from him have already healed.

"Umm it's spring but why are your ears so red? Are you cold?" I asked him

"Sh-shut up"

"It's cute" I chuckled

"It is not" he whined

"It is"

"I hate you"

"I love you too"
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A/N: Finally got motivation to write a new chapter. Sorry that it took me so long❣️ I hope you are liking it. ^^

Fun fact: While I was writing this I thought of it like an anime scene kyaa