마흔둘

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— chapter forty two —

omggg guys, how was jisungs new song "close"? it was sooo good, i love his voice, im so proud of him~ also, can changbin give this boy more hugs?? plzzz, he really wants them T^T

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omggg guys, how was jisungs new song "close"? it was sooo good, i love his voice, im so proud of him~ also, can changbin give this boy more hugs?? plzzz, he really wants them T^T

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changbin thought for a moment as he stood in front of the older anticipating his answer. what could it be that he woke up this early to talk to him? how serious was it that he couldn't just wait until later to tell him?

"urm, sure." he eventually mumbled to chan, staring into his eyes unknowingly. he then opened the door wide for the older to enter, not forgetting to close and lock the door behind him.

as chan stepped foot into the room he hadn't seen before, he took a moment to wonder around the surroundings before him while finally taking his shoes off. walking over to the couch tiredly, he stretched his arms enormously when his attention was now on the other staring at him.

"is jisung here?" chan asked, watching as changbin sigh deeply at the thought of having to wake up so early, walking towards him.

"no, he stepped out a few moments ago." he answered before sinking his whole body on the couch beside the blonde haired male. "why do you ask?" 

"oh no, it's nothing." chan replied, turning his head to face the other next to him with a smile. "it's just, i wanted to tell you something alone." the moment the words came out of his mouth, changbin raised his eyebrow confusingly.

he didn't know what it was that made him want to talk alone, was he perhaps uncomfortable talking about it with other people around? did it have something to do with jisung he didn't want him knowing? there were so many things it could be but he didn't know what.

"what is it?" changbin questioned, trying to remain calm. he watched as chan fiddled with his hands awkwardly, not knowing where to start off with, making him sense that he was somewhat anxious right now. "do you want some snacks?"

chan looked up to the other before nodding, his smile still had not yet left his face. changbin smiled in return and got up to search for some snacks they could eat, knowing chan, eating was his gateway to everything.

just by eating, it had helped him in so many ways he didn't realise, it had helped him cope with stress and emotional problems such as anger and sadness. however, not only this, food was his solution to curing everything, it had given him a special feeling he's never felt before, happiness and confidence filling up inside him every time he eats.  

and changbin, having to be chan's best friend since the day they met, knew all of that. he knew food was his everything, he knew how important it meant to him and there was no way anyone could take that away from him. 

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