beautiful lies

u & i

some days, i look at you
and think you are like ;

the warm cup of coffee i just
can't not have in the morning.

the first ray of sunshine
on a winter day.

the fire illuminating the dark.

the infinitesimal dust and
the causality of everything.

but don't get me wrong
you have your bad days too.
sometime i just think
you're the

one man i can't have
and that i should just
give up

the perfect guy who
deserves a perfect girl too
who obviously isn't me

the self-centered,
narcissistic jerk who
i wouldn't be happily
in love with

the guy who simply have
exactly different interests
from me and that we won't
work it out.

i guess in the end,
the decision is all up to
the Fates.

you and i
may never hapen
but remember,
there will always be a
part of you in me
even when
there's no me to you.