Deathstroke oneshots x female reader

Depression

Hi so if you have depression like me please do not read this if you are like really have bad depression or you should not read this at all beware have been warned

Warning ⚠️:self degrading negativity thoughts

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Y/n POV Slade has not been around lately and if he is he dose not talk to me normally I wonder if it's because of me I mean I know I'm not the best looking girl/boy but I thought Slade loves me I look down maybe maybe he misses his dead wife she was pretty he talks highly of her and his dead son I try to be a good girlfriend/boyfriend but it seems like Slade want nothing to do with me sometimes and is always on missions I really miss him

Slade POV I just finished a mission i was shot and I knew that y/n would be considered and try to help I knew she/he meant well but it started to get annoying so I took care of myself and took some Advil for the pain and got home it was about 2:am when I got home I was quiet and walked into the living room to see y/n asleep on the couch and went to pick her/him up when I saw cuts into her arms with blood running down them I panicked and pick her/him up and rush her to the bathroom were I took care of them and then took her/his to bed I could not sleep not knowing if she/he was going to be ok or not so I stayed up and took and watched out for her/him I can only wonder why she/he would do this
30 minutes ago
Y/n I stated to have the negative thought and....they won I thought that slade did not love me and only pity me so I grab a knife and
Warning ⚠️ self harm ahead bold after it will end
Start cutting my arms and I dropped the knife and passed out from blood loss
End

Slade POV I saw y/n eyes open and she/he turns to see me I look at her worried filled eyes and grab her and hold her close to my chest and for once in a very long time I spoke broken "w-why w-would y-you d-do this " and she/he reply with "negative thoughts won and I don't wanna have them anymore" I hold her/him tighter "you should have told me I c-could have h - helped" she replied with "you can't help if your never here"