Age is only a number

Chapter 24

Harry's pov

Caitlyns party was so much fun except for the truth or dare game.It didn't bug me putting on Caitlyn's Bra or watching anyone else's dares.Its just once Kara dared Caitlyn to snog Sam.Once She planted her lips on his anger and jealousy filled my body.This kiss got deeper and he ran his fingers through her hair.Every second was killing me.Seeing her kiss anyone but me.Finally it got to me and I growled,"Isn't that enough."

After that everything seemed to go dead silent.Nobody looked at me.I ran upstairs and into my room.I sat on my bed,plugged in my earphones and drowned myself in music.I began to sing along.Suddenly the memory's of EVERYTHING filled my brain.Some making me smile others making me so mad I got up and punched a wall.I punched it again before I realized my hand was bleeding.Over come with emotion I began to cry and the salty substance dripped from my face on the bleeding cuts.I scream in pain,clutching my hand.I fell to the ground over come with pain.I tried to crawl to the bathroom but everything just hurt so bad.I was half way there when I heard a knock on the door.I scream,"Go away."

The voice said,"I need talk to you."

"Go away,I don't want to talk to you."the door opened and I screamed as I saw her."Go away dont look at me."I scream.

She saw me bloody hand and my bloodshot eyes.She screamed and began to cry.She said,"Harry why are you bleeding are you ok?"She knelt down next to me and moved my hand to show the cuts.She jumped up and got some injury tape from the bathroom.She slowly wrapped it on my hand.She lightly kissed my hand and said,"Are you ok?"She pulled me up.She dragged me up onto my bed.She sat down next to me.She wiped the tears off my face that I didn't even know were still falling.She said,"Harry are you ok?"

"No."

"What's wrong?"

"Everything.I miss you Caitlyn.Why can't be together?"

"I just need space.I don't want to be in a relationship right now."

"Then why did you kiss Sam?"

"Harry."She touched my shoulder and said,"It meant nothing it was just a dare."

"I can't believe I'm acting this way."

"It's ok.In a way it's kinda cute because then I know you really care."

"Caitlyn?"

"Yeah."

"Do you think we would ever get back together?"

"Maybe Harry I don't know.I just need some time away from all of this.But I do still care about you."

"Well I want you to know.Im here and I will always be there for you."

She hugged me and said,"Please don't hurt yourself again.Im not worth hurting your self for."

"But your my everything.I love you."

"Trust me I'm not worth your safety.Thats much more important."

"I promise I won't hurt myself again.Im doing this for you."

She kissed my cheek and said,"Don't worry all this pain will go away soon."She left before I could say anything.She left with her words still lingering in the air.She didn't help she made me want her even more.Her sweet little voice,that's so comforting.How she kisses my cheek.How she moves her hair out of her face.The way she walks.Her eyes.Her smile.Every little part of her.She doesn't know how much just looking at her hurts so much.She doesn't know that she's the only one I have ever felt this strongly about.I hope she takes me back one day.She has too or I'll live forever just waiting for her.