His birthday lands on Thursday this year. I have to work it so I have the weekend off. I'm not okay right now. not mentally or emotionally. right now all i can think is he will be 21 and he ruined my entire life. He's gonna have some big 21st party and he ruined my whole life. Its so hard to cope sometimes. idk what to do anymore. i feel so alone even when im not alone. not a day goes by where i just cant breathe. when im so afraid to move. when i wake up in pools of sweat from the nightmares. idk what im doing with anything anymore. my mental health is down the drain. i just cant function right anymore it feels like.
sorry for the depressing vent page hope you all are well and have a great next week maybe two weeks <3
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SpiritualThis is the story of my life so far....I hope to bring people to God with my story. This is a very true story. Enjoy!! TRIGGER WARNING: this will contain graphic scenes of abuse that may trigger you i do not suggest reading if you have an issue wit...
