Miserable(jinkook)

break up

Jin's p.o.v (changing my writing style)*

I saw Jungkook getting ready to go somewhere. I desperately wanted to talk about yesterday,( about our divorce) but I couldnt when there he was ignoring me totally once again

"Where are you going? ", I finally asked peeking from the door.

"Yoongi's house",he replied without looking back. I was confused but more than that I was afraid. What if he got a hint about my pregnancy and wanted to talk about it?

I then shaked my head and asked him again,"Why?",I didnt realized my voice just shaked a little. I only realized it when Jungkook turned to see me. My eyes quickly turned down as soon as his gaze overlapped mine.

"Uncle and aunt called us for dinner. They recently came back from US. They were little dissapointed since they couldnt attend our marriage."

"O-oh. But what about me? They called both of us right?"

"Yes. But I can lie about it. I can tell them that you are sick and couldnt make it up for today"

"Why? I mean I'm totally fine. You could have just informed me earlier. Its not too late right? I'll..I'll just put my jacket. Wait a min",I turned to run over to get my jacket but I stopped when I heard Jungkook calling me from back

"I wont be late",I turned back to him

"Jin"

I trembled when Jungkook's voice got low suddenly.

"Y-yeah?"

"I hope you remember everything what I told you yesterday. I was more than sincere when I told you that I am trying to go easy on you. I will stop hurting you and will try to respect you as person till we get divorce. I do mean it so hope you understood",Jungkook stopped for sometimes then placed his hands over his hips and looked up at the ceilings

"Divorce?",I mumbled

"Yes. We are getting divorce after 2 months. As you can see I'm trying very hard to avoid those situations where you have to meet my relatives, families and all those things. Its all unnecessary and tiring for you too so just stay home and wait for 2 months"

Jungkook push passed me opening the door wide.

"You..you only think about yourself Jungkook",I dont know what happened but suddenly I started crying

"What?",he stopped and looked back

"You only think about yourself Jungkook. Its true. Why it has to be always you? Why? Why dont you ask for what I want? How much far are you trying to take this? Do you really think divorce is that simple? Well it may be nothing for you but to me its not the case. Its been hardly a month Jungkook. First you treated me like shit and suddenly started to ignore me and now you want to throw me away without taking responsibilities for what you did?", I shouted right at his face with tears rolling out like crazy

"What did I do? What should I take responsibility for Jin?",Jungkook shouted back with the same rage.

"You asshole dont have any clue what you did right? Then listen. You asshole ruined my life.. you..you asshole made me preg-",I slapped my mouth with my palm as soon as I realized what the hell was I going to say. I then wiped away my tears and tried to run away but I couldnt when suddenly I felt a tight grip right on my other arm.

"L-Leave",I shaked to let go

"Preg? Preg what?  I asked something Kim Seok Jin. Answer me",he growled making me to go weak on my knees.

I feared having no guts to open back my mouth. I suddenly started to feel dizzy and without knowing my body went weak and I collapsed on Jungkook's chest

"W..what happened.? Are you alright?",Jungkook holded me wrapping his arms around my chest. My breathing became more heavy, my head spinned and I was very near to pass out.

"Fine..I am fine..take me to my bed..please..let me sleep",I muttered trying very hard to keep my eyes still. Cause I know if I pass out now then he'll definately take me to the clinic and then its over. He'll know everything that I am trying very hard to keep away from him.

"Please..please..",I begged clutching his shirt over his chest more tears flowing down on my cheeks

"Alright...alright..stop crying",I noticed his voice going soft as he carries me in a bridal way.

He then placed me on my bed with him sitting on the side but I quickly covered myself with blanket and turned away from where he was sitting before he could ask anything.

"Are you sure you dont want to go for checkup?"

My heart went crazy cause it was my first time seeing Jungkook genuinely concerned about me.

"No. I am fine. You go",I know it was nothing big. Its been 2 weeks so its natural for me to show those symptoms.

"Alright if you say so",I felt Jungkook standing up trying to go through the door

"WE ARENT GETTING DIVORCE OK",I suddenly jumped out from my blanket making Jungkook to jump on his feet as he geta startle

"W-why so sudden?",his face was like his soul left the body

I again jumped back inside the blanket without knowing what to say further so I just turned into a small ball curling inside.

"I-is it because of that Jimin guy? Do you want to get back to him after this?",I softly mumbled inside my blanket closing my eyes as tears started to form again

"W-what?"

"Its ok. I understood. Now go",I said cause I already know the answer

"No"

"Hmm?"

"I said no. I dont want to go back to him"

"Why?",I came out from my blanket to see if Jungkook was serious or not

"We broke up and this time its for real",Jungkook then went away leaving me alone with so many questions.

I am so sick of jungkook being an asshole. I want fluff fluff fluff.😭 hehe, I dont know what I'm doing right now.