WHAT HAVE I DONE

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It's actually kinda funny though 😂 😂 😂 

It's actually kinda funny though 😂 😂 😂 

اوووه! هذه الصورة لا تتبع إرشادات المحتوى الخاصة بنا. لمتابعة النشر، يرجى إزالتها أو تحميل صورة أخرى.

What even is this lmao

(Ignore the cracks bc I've dropped my iPad way too many times lol)

اوووه! هذه الصورة لا تتبع إرشادات المحتوى الخاصة بنا. لمتابعة النشر، يرجى إزالتها أو تحميل صورة أخرى.

(Ignore the cracks bc I've dropped my iPad way too many times lol)

Another fun gem

Angelica looks like she's scared of her hand 🤣 

اوووه! هذه الصورة لا تتبع إرشادات المحتوى الخاصة بنا. لمتابعة النشر، يرجى إزالتها أو تحميل صورة أخرى.

Angelica looks like she's scared of her hand 🤣 

Saint Bernard by Lincoln is the song currently blasting in my earbuds. It's a bop. Oh yeah I binge watched avatar the last air bender and I felt so many memories of me and my friend watching that show secretly during church performance fundraiser things lol (she would put her iPad underneath her coat and we sat far away from the choir director so he wouldn't see that we were watching it)   (Oops I realize how random that was sorry)

// RANT WARNING YOU CAN SKIP THIS//

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Ok now I feel like ranting about something that happened last year. Ok this is random but on multiple occasions, one of my white "friends" (*I can explain) repeatedly told be that I was either "not being Asian enough" or that I should "be more Asian". The reason why I specifically said white friend wasn't to talk badly about white people but to make it a clear point that someone of a different race was telling me I wasn't good enough for my own race. Did I offend anyone there? Anyways, those situations were usually when this one Asian student TWO YEARS OLDER THAN ME in 8th grade (emphasis on the age difference and grade difference because in this situation i was 11 and in 6th grade) would do something like solve a rubix cube or get a certain award. That "friend's" comments made my self esteem lower (you may laugh but I did feel horrible afterwards) and kinda made me feel like I wasn't good enough for anything. Sorry if I'm offending anyone. Back then, I wasn't as sassy and sarcastic as I was now so I'm just gonna make some sarcastic remarks if that girl takes the time to read this. Last time I checked, there wasn't a specific standard I had to live up to just because family lineage is predominantly southeast Asian. Last time I checked, it also isn't your job to judge people based on your stereotype of what certain people should or shouldn't be. I'm trying to keep this little rant kid friendly because I know you won't hesitate to show someone screenshots of this. So, just asking, but did belittling or putting me down do anything for you? Did it give you joy to see my happiness slowly waste away over time? Huh? Was that beneficial? Hmmm I think not. Oh yeah, sorry if I've offended anyone in this rant. I can never be too sure.

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//RANT OVER. YOU ARE SAVED FROM MY EMOTIONAL MESS//

Hope you guys are doing good!

-AJ

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