realization

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BRIGHT POV

He likes... me? really? I mean.. WIn has been telling me I like you.. I like you for a thousands times since we know each other. I never thought he like me in that way. Besides he sounds like he's kidding. I don't know he's serious. Never cross my mind that Win actually LIKE me in that way.

I'm not really sure about my feeling toward Win, but I can tell that Win liking me is not a bad thing, in fact.. I feel quite good knowing this. Like.. seriously? That good looking, handsome and cute guy, likes me? what do I have that he end up liking me instead of other people? I'm not rich like Tay. Tay even pay for all our upcoming trip expenses. I'm not cute type like Gun either. Gun is really cute and squishy. I'm not flirty like Singto who throw sweet word 24/7. I won't be surprise if anyone would fall for Singto, he's a good talker. and I'm also not as witty as First. although sometimes I didn't understand First's jokes, I still can tell that he's being funny. 

What do I have? Why Win likes me? Did he likes my face? I know I'm quite good looking. or did he likes my body? well.. he did say he wanna explore me if he get a chance to switch body with me. Oh! speaking of that, Did Win.. explore my body yet? I take care of myself pretty well after he tweet about that 'Switch bodies' book.

I decide to scroll down Win's social media as Gun suggested. I scroll down until it reach January 2019 post. going up.. one post to another. I can see 90% of Win's post is about me. he's been retweeting my tweet too, with thirst caption. So, is this his true feeling when he type that post? back then when I saw this. I thought he was fooling around. Win really likes me that much? I'm such a fool. I've been treating him like a real bro. How hurt Win can be.

Gun advised me to think about this matter first, I'm not quite sure about my feeling, and Win also trying to sort out his mind. It's good to have some day away from each other for now.

The trip go on as planned. I paired with First for almost all the time. While riding the boat with First, I was thinking.. how good it is to ride Win. to ride this boat with Win!

First really likes to crack a jokes, and me not getting his jokes also the normal thing to happen

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First really likes to crack a jokes, and me not getting his jokes also the normal thing to happen. And when I try to jokes as well, he didn't get me also.
Urgghhh what a bad pairing. I wanna pair with Win. Win laugh at all my jokes. He understand my mind so fast that I don't even need to explain further. I like to hear his laughing voice. Its like a soothing sounds when I'm down. I miss that laugh.. 

and I.. miss him

I try to text him countless time. sharing a photo of me all wet with just short, but I still get no reply from him.

Is he not checking his phone at all? is the connection there is really poor? or he just don't want to be disturb?

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Is he not checking his phone at all? is the connection there is really poor? or he just don't want to be disturb?

By the time we get back from our trip, I ask Gun for Win's grandma address. Unfortunately that shorty didn't know the exact address! There's about 3weeks left before next semester begin. I don't want to wait that long. what if.. by the time semester break ends, Win's feeling towards me also end?

I don't want that to happen. I don't want Win to not liking me anymore. I want him to continue liking me. because I think.. I likes him too

Later that night, I was thinking about how can I go to Win place when I don't know his location. To much thinking making my head all messed up. I click open youtube, and let it randomly play song. I didn't pay much attention to what song is being play until it reach this song... LET HER GO by PASSENGER 

The song touch my heart, and awaken this strange feeling I never know it long exist in my heart. That's when I finally realize that I don't want to lose him. I'm gonna get you back Metawin!

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Early morning next day, I go to every bookstore near to Win's condo. I'm looking for similar magic book that Win use to switch our bodies. In my mind. this is the only solution I have. If I can switch my body with Win.  his location will be known and I'll bring Win back home to me

Not until evening, on the fifth bookstore, I finally found a similar book to Win. the cover was the same, but instead of Book 2 that Win have, the one that I found is book 1. The book also write 'switch souls' not ''switch bodies'

 The book also write 'switch souls' not ''switch bodies'

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I'm so excited. I try to text Win again, but still no respond. So I text Gun just to share my discovery today. Gun wish me good luck. Gun also share an important information with me about Win didn't do anything to me body during our first switch. like... the heck??!!

That's hurt my pride! I take Singto stupid advice seriously and clean myself just in case our body switched. But,he didn't do anything??!! Did he really likes me? I thought he want to explore me. I thought.. he's lusting over my body. Or, did he worried about my consent? afraid he's invading my privacy? Oh God! Win... you should just took advantage of me! I took advantage of you too.. why don't you do the same? now I feel I'm the bad one here. 

Later that night, I recite the spell folded in a paper

%&&%$_€%÷$&&$&*%$&*%Win Metawin Opas-iamkajorn;^$#&*;$^**;:**((%&*

Let this spell works please.. I'm begging. Before I go to sleep, I put a small note I wrote for Win on the side table together with my glasses. I don't know whether I would wake up in his body at his place, or in his body still in my place. whatever it is, in case Win enter my body and wake up at my place tomorrow, he'll read this note I left him. 

Aside from the notes and glasses, I also didn't forget to drink lotsss lotsss lotssss of water  🤪🤪 I'm witty.. I know


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