Without You -BakuDeku Omegaverse

~NINETEEN~

Hello! Fair Warning, this is going to be a split chapter. I am going to follow Bakugou in this one, and then in a separate chapter, following the same time frame, going to be following Midoriya so you guys can get the full experience with both boys. It's time for the Aizawa meeting...

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"Are you ready for your meeting with Aizawa?" Midoriya nudged Bakugou's hand with his own as they paused at the blond's locker. 

"Hell no. But I'm not getting in trouble for not going. You ready for your thing with Midnight?" he huffed back, opening the locker to grab a fresh notebook. He wasn't sure what to expect with Aizawa, but he assumed he'd have a better time than Midoriya. 

"I want to say that I am ready. But I don't know what to expect. Denki made it sound like torture" he shuddered lightly, running a hand through his curls. 

"Just breathe. Let the smell surround you, but once it gets to your head you'll have to focus harder and not let it get to you. You focus your breathing like you do to get you through panic attacks, okay?" Bakugou nudged the other lightly, releasing a small amount of calming pheromones for him. 

"Thanks, Kacchan" Midoriya smiled, stretching up on his tip toes to kiss Bakugou's cheek. "I'm going to go ahead over there, since I'm meeting her in her office. You better hurry back to the classroom to meet with Aizawa" He waved lightly, scenting the other before heading toward the office. Bakugou watched the other walk away before shouldering his bag, slamming his locker shut, and wiping his face clean of the smile that Midoriya had put on it. He headed the opposite direction, back to the classroom that they'd just left from to meet with Aizawa. The classroom door was still open and Bakugou could see his teacher sitting at his desk, grading papers.

"Come in, Bakugou. Close the door behind you" the Alpha spoke lazily, not looking up from his papers. The blond grunted in response, shutting the door and making his way to his normal seat, sitting down in a huff. The pair sat in silence for a minute, the only sound being rustling papers from where Aizawa was switching to the next one. 

Bakugou leaned back in his seat, tapping his fingers against the desk while he stared out the window of the room, watching flowers float down from the cherry blossom trees. The silence was welcoming to the blond as he breathed, tasting the most recent scenting from the green haired Omega. He hadn't really had time to think about their relationship as it was. He knew that he missed the way they had been in elementary school. Everything was easier before the males hit puberty. Bakugou knew that, and had accepted that point. But he knew that he needed to sit and discuss it with the Omega before they got too far into a relationship again. He wanted to make sure he didn't hurt the other again. The panic attacks and the reserved behavior that Midoriya had been showing the past couple years, was never a part of him as a child. And Bakugou wanted to see the cocky interior he knew the green haired male had. The part of him that stood up to the Alpha for years growing up. 

"Are you ready to talk?" Aizawa cleared his throat, a glare electing from the younger Alpha as his thoughts were interrupted. 

"Talk about what? You told me to come here. It's not therapy. I'm not going to sit and spill my guts to you" Bakugou growled lightly as Aizawa rose to his feet to take the seat to Bakugou's right. 

"You have a lot of pent up anger and I know that comes with the Alpha territory, but you have to discuss that anger to get it out" Aizawa raised an eyebrow at the other, adjusting the scarf he wore around his neck. 

"But I don't have to discuss that with you, of all people" He growled in response, crossing his arms tightly.

"But you do have to talk to me. Being with an Omega, so young, is dangerous for both parties involved. I met my mate when I was your age. Here in this very classroom" Aizawa spoke quietly, guarded, as Bakugou picked up his tone. The older Alpha knew that one wrong word, and he'd set off the other one. They both wanted to guard themselves, it's just what Alphas did. 

"So?" The other chirped, his scowl filling out his face. He didn't want to hear his teachers great love story.

"So, my point is, he thought we could handle spending one of his heats together when we were sixteen. We were merely friends at the time. He triggered a rut, and I let the scents cloud my head, and I bit him." He shrugged lightly, running a hand through his hair, though he didn't disrupt the piece falling in between his eyes. 

"I can handle Deku. I've been with him since we were in diapers. His heat didn't bother me" the blond shrugged, not wanting to discuss his relationship with his teacher either. "He needed someone the most in that moment, and I wasn't going to let anything happen to him." He growled to prove his point. 

"I wasn't going to let anything happen to Hizashi either. But I couldn't ignore my nature, which was to breed an Omega. The only plus side of that night was that he had protection for me, and he was on birth control already. Neither of us could have handled a kid at sixteen"

"I wouldn't ruin his life like that. He wants to follow me into the police force, and a kid would stop him from doing that." Bakugou interrupted Aizawa in a pause of the male's breathe. "I may get led by my Alpha from time to time, but I'm not an idiot. I have a lot more self restraint than anyone gives me credit for"

"But you cannot do that every time. You do not know when your Alpha will take over." Aizawa spoke with more authority in his voice, sitting up straighter in his seat. Bakugou felt himself sitting up straighter as well. He wasn't going to let himself be intimated by someone twice his age. 

"He's wanting to take over right now, if you want to know what I know. He's cornered and angry" Bakugou growled deeper, his eyes narrowing at the other male, prepared to pull himself out of his chair to tower over the other. 

"You don't like feeling out of control. That's just in your nature. But you are going to have to focus your energy to get through the police force. Other Alphas are going to challenge your space, and make your Alpha uneasy. You can't fight everyone that challenges you" Aizawa spoke calmly with that hint of authority behind his words again. 

"But I also don't want to hear you push your way into my relationship" Bakugou found himself growling again. The hair stood up on the back of his neck as he met the tired eyes of his teacher. 

"You need to make sure you're being safe. And you need to learn to control your Alpha. I'll see you in class tomorrow. Be prepared next week to work on getting your aggression out. Dismissed. Wait for Midoriya out in the courtyard" Aizawa waved the blond out, not moving from his seat. He wasn't going to set the blond's anger off in the classroom. 

Bakugou pulled himself from his seat jerkily, snagging his bag from the floor and slamming the door open and closed as he attempted to calm his shaking between the classroom and the courtyard. He kicked a clump of weeds as he slumped onto a bench, glancing back at the school entrance, waiting on his green haired partner to finish his training with Midnight. Bakugou hoped that Midoriya had a better time than he had. 

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Stay tuned for Midoriya's turn before the boys meet back up. I want to try to get to 20K in the next couple weeks for a special chapter. <3 Keep ideas coming in the comments. I'm going to start implementing them here soon. I also want to revisit a character that was briefly shown and shed some light on them. Love you guys! -Ashton