Something inside Me has died
And I can't hide it from the world
I just can't fake it anymore.
It's too late for me to fly
Int wings are broken
I've fallen into an ocean
or despair
I'm drowning
All over again
Shards of glass feathers
Are falling
Clink
Clink
Clink
Shards of myself
Broken
shattered like glass
And the shards cut
Deep into me
into my mind soul and heart
Do I deserve it?
No
Do I want it?
No
But the pain comes anyway
a rushing torrent
Washing me away
Like crashing
Overwhelming waves
Sweeping me out to sea
Where I am drowning
Because something inside has died
I just can't fake it anymore
I can't hide it anymore.
Can't take the pain anymore
can't fight against the current.
Can't hold against the tide anymore
So I drown
