The secret

Chapter 4

Lauren's pov

Everyone was choosing there song... I was scrolling on my phone in a corner in the house... then I heard someone say "hey..." soft I looked up and saw John "hey john wats uppppo?" I said closing my phone and giving him attention... "so wanna share beautiful memories from when we were little together.." I smiled bright and nodded "remember that you spilled warm chocolate melk in yourself and started sneezing all night lang.." John said laughing sitting next me "ahaha yeaaaa remember when you dumped ur head in your spaghetti bowl.." we both laughed "remember when you hold me close to you saying everything would be alright and now we ruined after years.." I said emotionless on my face... it came out of me "Lauren..." I looked at him "do you maybe know why they divorced in first place?" John looked down and stand up "WHAT THE FUCK JOHN!!!" I screamed as loud as I could... everyone in the house ran in... "Lauren what's wrong..." Jayden said worried... I looked back at John "John... you knew and never told me..." he looked up "Lauren... I never had contact with you... " I looked at him "tell me now.." he looked in my eyes "laur.." "let me not say it again John." Jayden pusher everyone out of the room and left me with John alone.. "mom and dad divorced because...dad found a pregnancy test in your room... he tried to confront mom by saying if your pregnant you should abort it... mom denied... and there the fight started... mom was so mad at dad saying you should abort a baby she decided to divorce... she took you with her and left me and Maddie and Darian with dad... since then I've never seen you guys again until today... when mom opened the door..." he said tears falling down his eyes... I looked at him... I hugged him tight "waited a life time for this story..." I pulled away and walked into the living room I was about to say something when John ran in saying "Lauren ur gonna regret this 50/50 remember you always wanted this perfect family..." I looked at him "when I was little yea but now I only tough it would always be mom and me..." my mom stands up "Lauren... ur dads here don't say that!" I looked at her "remember why you divorced mom. Remember it!" I screamed the last part... "John you told her?" Darian said standing up "YOU ALSO KNEW!" Everyone in the house was now looking at me "we never told you to protect you darling.." my dad said "YOU. YOU SHOULD SHUT UP!" I pointed at my dad "UR NOT A DAD FIGURE FOR ME!" I screamed at him, my mom looked at me and tears escape her eyes... "mom... do not tell me to calm down.. you have no right to say that..." she nodded saying "Lauren has a point." Everyone looked at her "dale if you just didn't said abort it this would not happen Lauren wouldn't even be in a little pain.." my mom said looking at my "dad" my father looked at me... I walked out... "I HATE YOU" I said walking up the stairs... I changed my voice password and walked in my room laying on the bed... why...

I decided to post a picture on my story saying

"Hi guys I'm will be offline for the past 24 hours I'm not feeling it anymore.." I then closed my phone... I decided to just read a book... someone knocked on the door... "WHAT" then the door opened I jumped and the person closed it I closed my eyes and said "please don't kill me please don't kill me!!" The person laughed "why would I kill you?" I looked up and saw Payton... "omg I was so scared.." and then it hits me "hold up how you knew my password?" He laughed "Layton forever..." I laughed too "let's talk.." he said sitting on my bed.." I still love your Lauren.." I smiled at him... and then frowned "pay... I need to figure out what it means before I say it back... space?" He nodded and I looked in his eyes... he looked back... I leaned in.. and our lips met... I was passionately... he was now on top of me... I laughed and pulled away "you can't get me that fast Payton." He smiled and said "I was just trying.." I then said "let me change I want to decorate Johns room... I then heard a knock I opened it and saw all my friends I let them into my room "ur rooms gorgeous laur... " charli said and Addison said too everyone stopped talking when they saw Payton shirtless on my bed scrolling on Instagram.. "what the-" josh was about to say and then Payton jumped up and fell to the ground and wear his hoodie "what? I had it warm in here " I laughed "thanks for the compliment ;)" the girls laughed and Sophia said "that was soooooo smooth.." I laughed and walked in my closet.. to get my clothes for tomorrow ready... everyone went home... except the Orlando's.... I slept and woke up in the morning.... I showered and everything and wore this