My rambles and thoughts...

I'm confused

6/6/2020
6:29am

So...I've not slept yet and my body is fucked up. But I'm so confused. So damn confused. About my gender and my identity in the world but I guess I'm just weird as fuck. Am I guy or a girl? Or non-binary. Or gender fluid. Or demi boy or demi girl... I know I'm pansexual... but my gender....

Well I'm born a girl but... I don't feel like one. In games I always play as a guy or have a guy skin and name. It makes me feel better and comforted. And being a woman...is great.

I am so confused.

Confused as to who I am.
I want to be a guy and sometimes a girl...
Maybe I'm genderfluid or I'm not...
Am I a cis woman or am I not.
Am I a transgender or am I not.
I'm just so confused.
So confused.
With nobody to talk to accept myself.
:'D

I hate myself.

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