Kayden's past

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Lauren's Pov

I saw her walked away and it hurts to see her not try... I wanna be there for her but she won't even let me in unlike Lisa and Katherine they know when River and Alli needed them because Alli and River would ask or tell them what they need but with Rylee all she does is pushed me away... I couldn't help myself not to cry

"Sugar, are you okay?" Dani asked I shook my head

"I just don't know what to do anymore..." as I sob harder when I saw 4 girls standing I wiped my tears

"Guys you came! the Flynn's siblings are just getting something.." Katherine said I saw a Rylee's ex staring at and I looked down

"Rylee problems?" She asked I noded I felt her sat beside me

"Babe, looked at me..." She lift my chin up that forced me to look at her and she held my hand

"One thing, That I have learned when I was in a relationship with her was you have to be honest with her... tell her what you truly feel, she tends not to see the pain your going through because of the shitty things that's happening around her but if you tell her... She'll focused on you more... I know Rylee can be harsh and sometimes she let her pride eat her... but once she sees you hurting... then she'll realized what she did was wrong and she'll do better next time..." She said I noded I saw the three of them walking back and I can feel the tension between Alli and River I was towards her

"Love? Can you give me a minute?" I asked and she noded and we sat down at the lobby

"Love, I'm sorry for everything I said last night... I was I felt so betrayed and upset.. I didn't mean to say those words Love..." She explained I gave her a smile

"I know Love, but I also wanna be there for you... I can't be there for you because you won't even tell me what you need... I need you to be honest with me Love.... I feel like you kept leaving out the dark while Katherine and Lisa knows more than I do I feel like they are your girlfriends and not me..." I said in a sad tone I for the first time I let down my walls for her to see my pain

"I feel like I'm the only one who's in this relationship and I understand that you are dealing with family problems but you are my family too your problems are also mine Love... I want you to be honest with me... are you still up for this relationship? Because if not then just be honest with me please..." I said I heard her sigh

"Love, I'm sorry I didn't know you felt that why I haven't been honest with you about what I truly feel because I was scared that if I let my guard down and you see how fucking mess and broken I am then you'll leave me..." I looked at her and she looked down

"And your the best thing that has ever happened to me and I didn't wanna lose but now I realize that I was losing you even more..." I can feel her crying I lifted her chin

"Rylee... When I agreed to be your girlfriend... I know I was signing up for uncertainty... I don't know what to expect and I might have million of reason to leave but I only need one good reason to stay and I love you so much Rylee Denise Flynn and that's one good enough reason for me to stay..." I said and I didn't care if someone was watching us but I was about gave her a passionate kiss when she back away she lend her hand and we walked to the restaurant when she whispered something

"I'll explain everything to you later Love, I promised" I noded and she gave me a kiss on the cheek

Rylee's Pov

I felt someone was staring at us in the restaurant I looked around and I saw Kayden and Andrew sitting few table away from us and I looked at Alli and River then looked back at the two that made River and Alli simply looked to where I was looking and they immediately looked away

"Uhm excused us... Lauren do you wanna come with us?" I asked and she noded and we left Lisa and Katherine came with us too and I saw Kayden and Andrew followed us we arrived to Lisa room and left all our electronics devices and we left going to my room

"What do you want?" I asked coldly and Andrew walked around and he recognized something

"You found the notebook..." He said I looked away

"What's is it with you?" River came to the rescue

"Cut to the chase! What do you want from us?! Isn't it enough that you broke us for almost a year and we had to give up a life we had here in New Jersey?!" Allison said it was clear that she's mad

"I used to look up on you! Did you know what I said to Rylee when we arrived at the house in Nashville?!"

"He would have love this! Does that ring a bell to you?! Huh?! All those time we thought you were dead you were always in our mind! We should get this and that cause Andrew would have love that! I wanna go to this university and choose this course because he wanted that!! IT'S YOU AND ALWAYS HAVE BEEN YOU" She said and she pushed and couple times until I hugged her

"You don't know how broken I was inside because I had to be pretend to be strong for this the family cause if not?! This family would fall apart and  I can't let that to happen!" Slowly put her down and she was crying her heart out and I didn't know that she felt that way and I feel like I'm a worst sister ever I looked at Andrew

"I hope you happy now??" He lower down to level on us

"I know... I hurted you so much Alli but I'm here now and I have always been there for you guys... who did you think that called a cops and gave the address the first and second time that Rylee was abducted??" Andrew said when Lauren suddenly interrupted

"You got abducted?!" I looked away not knowing what to say

"Way you go Andrew you always fucking mess things up big time..." Kayden said

"Haven't I told you to shut the hell up! Unless you have something important to say and that's the only time you can say something...." River said

"Oh cut the crap River! Why?! Is it because you think your the only one that been through some shitty stuff?! Fuck you man! All you care is your feelings and all but never care about others!" Kayden said Katherine tap me

"Let me have her..." She said and smiled at me weakly and we changed positions I stood up the next thing I knew that River and Kayden are fighting I pulled River away and Andrew did the same to Kayden

"ENOUGH!" I said and showed no emotions..

"No Rylee! Let's hear Kayden life story and what the hell happened to him since he thinks that we only care about ourselves let's sit down and have a heart to heart talk do you want me to grab you some tissue Kayden?" River said sarcastic way

"River! Stop!" Andrew

"Oh yeah! Well guess what the last person I would take orders is from you! Bastard!" River was still steaming in anger I looked at Lisa and blinked twice for help and she noded and she made him calm down

"Oh look at him he needs his little girlfriend calm him..." Kayden said alright that's it I looked at him straight in the eye

"Get. Out" I looked at Andrew

"You hear me! Get the fuck out! Because we don't need more of your bullshit lies! Insult any of my siblings then you declared war between us.." I said trying to keep my cool Kayden suddenly chuckled

"Your siblings? What do you call us then a stranger just because we lied to you?! That's fucking shallow man!" Kayden said

"It's wasn't just a lie! Kayden! It's the fact that you had the chance to be honest with me the last past 11 or 12 months! But you never did!" I shouted I stop myself from breaking down because I have no plans of letting my pride down

"Okay you wanna be honest? Okay let's be honest! You guys had a normal life while I had to stay and hide and I can't tell them my real identity and every night I would be locked up in a dark cellar and sometimes I would be used as a punching bag by someone and do whatever they please! They harassed me Lee! The threatened to kill me! I was twelve! And that happened for 2 years until Mom found me! After I got abducted!"

"While all of you lived your life to the fullest and sing a song and everyone instantly loved you! I loathed you to death! I tell myself how can my twin not know my existence!" He said I looked at him in the eye

"You think I lived a wonderful life? Well guess what your wrong!" I walked away and sat on the bed

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