Her Broken Heart

15

Today's the day I'm finally being released from the hospital I'm fully healed and the babies are okay I just have to take it easy the rest of my pregnancy but I'll be fine tomorrow I have another therapy session but I have to figure out a way to tell Sebastian I just hope he lets me go Sebastian walked in with a grumpy Josie "daddy I want to go home now"

"We will after we pick up mommy's medicine"

"Can we get food"

"That sounds lovely," I said looking at them

"Sure it does"

We walked out the hospital Sebastian helped me in the car then helped Josie in once we were secured he drove off to the pharmacy as he was driving I began wondering if now is a good time to tell him about my therapy I mean I don't want him to get angry he stopped at a red light and turned to me "what's on your mind love"

"I just want to ask you something"

"What is it"

"I have a therapy session tomorrow and I was wondering if you would come with me"

"You're not going"

"Why," I said with my voice cracking a little bit at the end

"You just got out the hospital love I want you to recover before you do anything"

"Please I really need to do this besides I wasn't asking and I want you to come with me please"

He sighed raking his fingers in his hair before finally speaking "okay, okay fine on one condition"

"Okay"

"I'll have my men with you and some scanning the area to be sure your safe"

"Thank you bash"

"Your welcome love, but I do have one question"

"Why are you going to therapy I thought you were happy"

"I am sometimes but it's just out nowhere I feel depressed and sad like I don't belong like I don't have a place that fits this world"

"Love that's where your wrong you belong everyone has a place and one day you'll realize that and when that day comes you'll find your place"

"You really think so"

"I do and you should too"

We finally arrived home Josie jumped out the car excitedly and Sebastian helped me out the car we walked in the house and Josie insisted on us having a movie night so we ordered pizza and changed into our pajamas right now were all cuddled up on the couch watching transformers believe or not when I'm not home this is what Josie and Sebastian watch and I actually like it who knew I would love to see cars transforming into giant robots it's pretty cool if you ask me

As the movie goes on for another hour I see Josie and Sebastian asleep with his arms wrapped around her like he was protecting her I gently moved bash's arms from around Josie I picked her up and made my way upstairs to her room I laid her down and tucked her in I turning her light off and turning the night light on I walked downstairs to see Bash still asleep I gently tapped him to wake him up when his arms pull me down onto his chest he gently pecked my lips lifting me up and taking us to my room we haven't discussed the moving in part yet but I'm pretty sure I'll soon be living with him he laid down with me still in his arms and pulled the covers over both of us I laid my head on his chest and let the darkness consume me