Obsession

XII

"you are getting your rest right?"

Amara nodded playing with the couch stitches trying to ignore her therapist presence 

"Amara look at me please" she begged making Amara look up at her sighing and sitting up straight "thank you"

"Im sorry I'm not feeling well" Amara stood up losing her balance the therapist quickly stood up catching Amara by her waist  

"please take it easy!" Amara sat back down tearing up shaking her head 

"I'm tired of being tired this pain in my stomach won't go away and my head just-"

"are you pregnant Amara?" Amara looked at her therapist starled shaking her head quickly with tears rolling down her face making her therapist sigh 

"Amara when was your period-"

"I don't know please stop asking me these questions!" she stood back up quickly got up trying to keep her balance 

The therapist sighed standing up next to her holding her up with support "Amara please let me call someone for you a friend someon-"

"no thank you" she finally got the strength to stand up on her own and she made her way to the huge black door 

"we aren't done Amara you're annoyed I understand that-" the phone started to ring making Amara jump and push her body towards the door 

"do not be afraid its just the phone I am going to pick it up now" the therapist slowly made her way to the phone as it rung making Amara uncomfortable 

"please hurry up and answer it" she mumbled causing the therapist to quickly pick up the phone and hold it up to her ear 

"please give me a moment" she held her index finger up to Amara making her roll her eyes and let go of the door 

"I want to go home" Amara mumbled under her breath making her way back to her seat slowly 

"No Miles not tonight-" Amara frowned and quickly looked at her therapist "I'm not making any progress tell him that" 

"progress with who!?" Amara asked aggressively 

"please be quiet Amara" she held her finger up to her lips with the phone to her ear 

Amara looked at her therapist in shock she felt her head spinning and her stomach in knots she tried to swallow the lump in her throat but she felt like she couldn't breathe 

Her therapist turned around to face the window "no Miles you tell Charlie that if he wants-"

Amara eyes rolled to the back of her head and everything went black 

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"you know living like this isn't as bad as you thought it would be" Charlie kissed Amara forehead as they folded laundry 

Amara smiled at her loving husband putting the long sleeve down and hugged him around his torso "It's not I'm just happy you got the help you needed"

They both smiled at each other but Charlie smile dropped once a child ran in the room they back away from each other 

"dad! look what I caught look what I caught" Charlie picked the little boy up smiling again

"show me son what did you catch" The little boy opened his now bloody hands with two bloody eye balls in his hand 

"see daddy aren't you proud!" Charlie nodded putting the little boy down 

"wh- where did you get that from?!" Amara backed away 

the little boy pointed at her and she tripped over a leg she fell back on something screaming she looked behind her and saw pale faced Blue with his guts hanging out of his stomach she quickly got up 

"doesn't mommy eyes look pretty" Charlie rubbed the little boy back as the little boy nodded 

"my-my what?" a mirror appeared in front of her she looked at her reflection and noticed her eyes were bleeding and it was just her eye sockets showing 

"how about we feed mommy friend to grandpa?" the little boy suggested 

Amara jumped up screaming feeling all over her face while everyone in the hospital room looked at her confused 

"Mar we're here relax!" Blue made his way to touch her 

"Don't touch me!" she screamed moving away from him 

"did you lose your got damn mind Mar what's wrong? are you okay?" Kylie moved closer to her friend 

"Kylie please" Amara reached out to hug her and Kylie hugged her friend rubbing her back 

"Talk to me Mar when the hell did you get pregnant?" Kylie released her friend backing up 

Amara froze up looking at pale faced Blue who was shaking his head behind Kylie looking at Amara in fear 

"I'm pregnant?" 

Kylie nodded taking a seat causing Blue to sit down too 

"who you been sleeping with-" Kylie stopped in mid sentence  "girl you're like 3 months pregnant is it that-"

Amara looked down feeling her throat close up she started sobbing Kylie got up to comfort her friend again 

Blue sat in the chair frozen as if he seen a ghost 

"how long have I been out?" 

Kylie sat back down "2 days I was worried about you" 

"I'm sorry to worry you Ky" Amara mumbled out 

"it's okay I'm just confused on what triggered you to pass out- did your therapist bring up something that made you-"

"where is she?" Amara looked around the room 

"she brought you here and left from what the doctors told us" Kylie pointed to her and Blue 

"I'm going to go get some air do you want anything to drink?" Blue stood up pointing at Kylie she shook her head in response

"I'm fine thank you go get some air you look sick" Kylie laugh causing Blue to fake laugh 

"I just don't do hospitals" he stepped out 

Amara looked down at her hands as Kylie sighed the looked at each other making Amara cry again 

"what the hell am I going to do-" she sobbed Kylie looked at her with a sympathetic face 

"I'm here for whatever you want to do Mar even if we raise this baby together I'd be damn if that crazy man come back into your life and try-"

"he's not coming back Kylie and he can't know about this baby he can't" Amara stressfully said 

"I know that's why i'm going to protect you and that baby-"

"you don't have to-"

"you're my friend- my BEST friend Amara and I'm about to be an auntie I'm going to do whatever I can for my nephew" Kylie rubbed Amara shoulder Amara smiled at Kylie nodded 

"how can you be so sure its a boy-"

The hospital room door got kicked open making them jump 

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Im sorry for making y'all wait chickens LMAO DONT HATE ME 

can I kiss yall foreheads? 🥺👉🏽👈🏽

tell me what you thought about this one bbs