Obsession

XXVIII

11 months later ⭐︎

Matthew wiped his nose standing up straight about to knock on the apartment door looking down at the key holes he rubbed his eyes he knocked

"I said no Olivia" he heard the movement from behind the door "I said no-" now 4 years old Olivia opened the door with a smirk on her face 

"didn't I say-" Amara grabbed the little devil back into the room holding a 2 month old in her arms Matt watched all of this happen as Olivia started to cry 

"this isn't a good time right now" she let out a breath as Olivia sobbed in the background

"let me help you really quick" he held out his hands reaching for his son Amara hesitated to give little Kalen to him "I'm here to help you" she gave up the fight and handed Kalen off 

opening the door wider so Matt can walk in she turned to go handle Olivia "lets go cut it out" she picked Olivia up 

Olivia finally became quiet and the room filled up with awkwardness "how have you been?" Matt asked not looking up from his son 

"not okay" her voice cracked grabbing Matthew attention as she bounced around with Olivia on her hip 

"I'm here to help you in anyway that you would need help with Amara" he searched for her eyes as she avoided his look 

Matthew couldn't help but to notice the weight she put on within months but it wasn't bad weight her hips got fuller from her last pregnancy and she developed love handles her stomach now has a pudge which Matthew couldn't help but to love he wished she would let him move in to her new apartment but Amara doesn't want anything to do with him 

"happy birthday!" Olivia laughed as Amara put her down she ran over to Matthews lap and touched Kalens soft head 

"it's not his birthday" Matthew laughed Olivia frowned 

"not him!" she pointed directly in Kalens face "mine!"

"it's not your birthday Olivia" Amara sighed grabbing her pump as she cursed under her breath her chest started to leak 

Kalen became fussy "hungry" Olivia got on the couch touching Kalens cheeks "mommy hes hungry" 

"I know I know" she walked out of the room heading into the kitchen Matthew was amazed by how fast she was moving around the house 

"give him this" she handed off a warm bottle "I'm going to go pum-"

"take care of your business I got this" she nodded 

Amara sat on the bed with her back against the headboard her phone started ringing making her sigh picking up the phone 

"Amara" Charlie sighed into the phone 

"Charlie" she replied with a dead tone 

"I miss you-"

"oh gosh it was one time Charlie-"

"stop trying to fight it" he cut her off she winced to how sore her nipples were 

"I'm not fighting anything I was in the need you just was in the way at the moment" Charlie gave her a MHM 

"I want to see my daughter again-"

"are you going you getting the help you need?" she watched the bottle fill up slowly 

"yes- does it really matter? you didn't care when I was 10 inches deep in you while you were 7 months pregnant were you?"

Amara thought back to how Charlie was carefully stroking into her making her clench her legs together she snapped out of that thought