𝙋𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙮 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡//𝙃𝙖𝙚𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣

chap.7

' 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘤𝘳𝘺
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯' '𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴
𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢 𝘧𝘰𝘰𝘭
𝘐'𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦
𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘦𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘺 '

I am honestly, hopeless Right now. I just, all of those things were completely unnecessary.

I have to be alone now, and think about myself, love myself.

Honestly, those pretty girl stuff seemed like a cult to me. I honestly would just rather wear my mom jeans and my striped shirts every day.

I know it's like i'm saying, i'm not like other girls, honestly i hate that line.

Right now i'm slowly, loving myself again.

I was honestly so blinded by my feelings, for four years.

I am honestly okay now, being lonely was better. It was more comforting again. I'd hug myself and tell myself everything would be okay again.

I didn't like Haechan anymore. Now when i look at him, since i grew up with him he looks like a brother to me.

"Dasom, i love you" Haechan told me

"As a sister, and i know you already know that, even when we were younger, i always looked up to you like you were my older sister, you looked like my guardian angel"

"Haechan why are you just telling me this now, you should've told me earlier" i started crying

"Oh noona please don't cry"

"Haechan you're a month older than me though" i put my head on top of his shoulder and started crying "i'm sorry i'm an emotional wreck"

"Dasom, i am sincerely sorry for all the things i have done to you, especially, to your mental health, your confidence, i have destroyed it all."

Haechan pushed me head away from his shoulder and hugged me.

Honestly, i just want old me back. And my old friendship with Haechan, treating each other like siblings and i'm okay again.

The end

Authors note:
I'm sorry that this ending was confusing, tbh I'm confused too, I suddenly lost my ideas and just started typing different words.

But i hope you guys enjoyed this story.

Oh and one last thing!!!!

Don't every compare yourself to other people or change yourself just because of other people!

I hope all of u guys learned a lil something from this story.

And i'm planning to write
yuta
Haechan
Jaemin
Jeno
A fanfic, my head has been full of ideas lately.