𝓤𝓷𝓮𝔁𝓹𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓒𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 ~ Jeff the Killer X Reader

Changes pt 2

Time rewind - Two days

Sarah's POV:

I sluggishly rolled over and squinted as bright light flooded the room, I stretched before opening my eyes.

*Where the hell am I?... Oh, it's a hospital room, how did I get here? Last thing I remember is sitting in my bathroom after taking all those tablets... everything went black... and thats all I remember. I wonder who found me.* I thought as I rubbed my eyes and sat up.

Suddenly there was the sound of the door opening as I looked to see Toby, Jeff and Y/N walking in through the door.

"Oh, hey guys." I smiled as Y/N started crying. "Y-Y/N? Why are you crying? I'm ok now."

"YOU COULD'VE DIED!" She yelled as she walked up to the bed. "DO YOU REALISE THE PANIC YOU PUT ME IN AFTER I WALKED IN AND FOUND YOU ON THE FLOOR?!"

"You found me?... I'm sorry." I said as I played with the blanket on my hospital bed.

"SORRY DOESN'T TAKE BACK THE FACT THAT YOU'D RATHER KILL YOURSELF THAN TALK TO ME! YOUR 'BEST FRIEND'!" She yelled as she cried more.

"I'm sorry, I know I should've come to you and I didn't but I just felt like no one could help me. I felt so alone even with everyone here, I've told you everything there is to know about me, so you know how hard my life has been, you've been there since you came into my preschool class half way through the year, you shared your food with me cause I didn't have anything and you continued to make me happy through everything that happened! You and your family let me stay with you when my mum lost my sister, your mum basically let your house be my second home and we've barely ever fought about anything. Your my best friend Y/N and I'm so sorry for not talking to you." I said as tears started to pool my eyes.

Suddenly Y/N threw her arms around me as she started crying more.

"Sarah! I'm sorry! I was just scared!" She cried as her grip on me tightened.

"What are you sorry for? I should be sorry, I'm the one that scared you." I said as I hugged her back.

After a few minutes she calmed down and we all spoke for about an hour and a half.

"Y-You guys go ahead, I-I'll catch up in a mi-minute." Said Toby.

*He's hurt, that's the most he's said the entire time, I'm so sorry Toby.* I thought as he closed the door and walked over to me.

"W-Why? I just want t-to know why y-you would do this. Are we n-not good enough? Why did y-you feel like you couldn't come to m-me?" He questioned quietly.

I sat silent for a moment, I had no idea how to answer, I didn't want to hurt his feelings but just as I opened my mouth to speak Toby cut me off.

"W-Whatever your excuse is s-save it! D-Don't you know how much you hurt me?" He said as he turned to me with more twitches than usual. "I can't f-feel physical pain but you... y-you've caused this pain in my ch-chest that's worse than I've ever felt."

Tears started to pool in my eyes as guilt took over my mind, I couldn't think of anything to say, nothing I thought of seemed like it would make him feel better.

"I'm s-s-sorry... I didn't want to hurt you, Y/N or even Jeff, you don't understand how hard it was for me. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't make myself feel better, I talked to Y/N all the time and I tried so damn hard to be strong for her, my mum and when you came in I tried to be strong for you too... but I guess I blamed myself more than I thought." I cried as Toby sat next to me on the bed.

"Blamed yourself f-for what?" He asked.

"Y/N's kidnapping... it was the first time I didn't have my phone on me when she needed me the most, i always have my phone on my but my mum asked me to help with the dishes and I left my phone on my bed, I didn't hear it ringing and i had to listen to her scream in fear as Liu grabbed her." I sobbed as Toby pulled me into a tight hug.

"If Y/N were h-here right now she'd te-tell you it wasn't your fault, she'd a-also say it was her fault for n-not calling the cops." He said as he lied down with me and played with my hair to calm me down.

"He's right you know!"

Suddenly the door swung open and in walked Y/N and Jeff, Y/N looked at me with a soft expression as she walked over and hugged me.

"We managed to convince them to let us stay a little longer, you gotta promise your gonna talk to us from now on ok? I know its not gonna be easy but we're here for you and we always will be." She said as she helped wipe away my tears.

"I promise, I love you guys, thank you for always being here for me." I said with a sniff.

"Ok, we need you guys to leave now please." Said a nurse as she poked her head around the corner.

I watched as Y/N, Jeff and Toby slowly left the room, the doctor came in with a clipboard to check some stuff before my dinner got delivered and I watched tv for a few hours.

*I wonder if I'd be able to go for a walk tomorrow, my legs are stiff from sitting here for so long, I need some fresh air." I thought as I looked out the window at the slow moving clouds.