From Maid to Idol-BTS Eighth Member FF

3 || Trainee Life

The boys congratulated me on becoming a trainee and Hobi, Jungkook and a few other members of Bangtan told me they were very surprised saying, "I didn't know you could dance so well Y/n, that's so amazing" and "You sing so well Y/n, almost like an angle".

It's now been a few months and Bangtan had just released their Japanese album "Youth". It was so good and it had gained them a lot of popularity. I was so proud of them and they were proud of me and my training. They said I was improving every day and that Bang-PD should be debuting me soon.

Bang-PD said that all the trainee's had to release a video as an introduction to all their trainee's so we could start growing a fan base. It had to be Vocal, Rap, or Dance. I immediately knew that I wanted to do a cover of Bangtan's Butterfly song. I asked Bang-PD if that was alright and he said he thought that was a good idea.

I went to my dorm and recorded the cover. I couldn't get it to sound quite right. Ugh I need to work more on my vocals and train for longer. Right now I am only training for 14 hours a day but I think I need to work more, I have to be better. I finally got a take that sounded okay and then sent it to Bang-PD. He then posted it along with some of the other trainee's videos.

~Time Skip~

Namjoon had called me 2 days ago to say how good my cover was and he was supper proud of how hard I had been working and improving. He also gave me so advice on things I could improve on too! We were growing a lot closer, sharing our passion for music.

A couple of days had passed since BigHit posted my video and I wanted to see how people were reacting to my cover. So I went on to YouTube and I was surprised to my video was trending #4 in Korea.

Wow, that is surprising.

I was happy yes, but I feel like something was still missing though...

I scrolled down to read some of the comments. Many of the comments were thinks like "Omg, Y/n is so good, can't wait for her debut" "You can expect me to be pre-ordering her debut album" "Big-Hit needs to debut her soon, she is amazing" "She is so good, she should join BTS"

Join BST....Psh yeah right. That's never going to happen.

But some of the comments were thing like "Ew she's so ugly" "Why is she even trying" "She is so untalented". Even if you get a thousand comments filled with love and support, it's those few hate comments that affect you the most and stick with you.

I closed my laptop, eyes filled with tears. I knew I was not super talented or anything special but It still hurts when they say that.

I put my laptop away, wiped my tear streaked face and told myself that I need to not look at that. Spend my time working more rather than throwing my self a pity party.

I wanted to practice the "Save Me" dance that I had been learning, so I came out of the BigHit dorms and headed up to the roof. I was going to record it so I could see what I needed to improve on and send it to Bang-PD and see what he thinks.

After recording it and making a few fun edits in the video, because I was bored :), I sent it to Bang-PD. I texted my friend Soyeon, (No relation to Soyeon from (G)I-DLE) she is my best friend and worked at the maid company with me. I asked her if she wanted to meet up for lunch and she agreed.

I went to my closet and put on an outfit similar to this...

BigHit said anytime I wanted to go out with friends or by myself, I had to wear a hat to try and cover my face. Lucky, I didn't have to wear a mask or anything because...I mean, I'm not an idol yet so it's not the end of the world if someone recognizes me from my cover video.

The most important thing was that I stayed safe, because there are so crazy girl fans of BTS that might hurt me just because I know where the boys live and practice, etc and try to get that information from me. To be honest, It did kind of scare me that people would go that far. But I can probably defend myself against a teenage girl, so I'm not too worried about that.

I also try to stay in pretty public places, not going down dark alleyways at night like those stupid girls in the fan fictions. I'm not that dumb, if your in a public place, people can help you if you get attacked or something.

Anyways...

I made my way down the street and met up with Soyeon for lunch. We talked about how everyone was doing at my old company and how her and her boyfriend were doing. We talked about how my training was going and she said she loved my cover.

Then after eating, we decided to just walk around so we could talk some more before I had to go back to train more. I don't get to spend a lot of time with my friends, not that I really had a lot to begin with but the few that I had, were like family.

Soyeon and I had been walking and talking for about 30 minutes and then she suddenly got a notification on her phone. 

It was a YouTube notification...from Bit Hit's YouTube Channel??

I wonder what they posted..? 

Soyeon opened the notification and it said they had posted a video to the "Big Hit Trainees" section.

Hmm..I wonder which other trainee made a video..

Soyeon then grabbed my arm and said to me, "Y/n! I didn't know you were going to drop another video. You should have told me" She said with a pouty face.

Wait...WHAT!!

I grabbed her phone and saw this..."BTS (방탄소년단)- 'Save Me' DANCE COVER [Y/N]"

Wait..that's my video that I sent Bang-PD to ask for his opinion. I'm confused, why did he upload it??

What just happened??

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Author's Note:

None of the videos are mine

All credit go to the rightful owners of the videos.

Sorry that this is a shorter chapter. :|