"2 Different Souls" (Fell G x G Sans)

15 "Unknown Kisses"

G's POV

I hate to admit it...but I wanted a day to myself. I told Fell I needed some time to think everything through and that. But in all reality, I lied to him just so I could get out of the house and away from him for the day. I felt like I didn't love him as much as I did before. Like...I didn't want to be with him anymore at that moment in time.

I sighed sitting at a bench in the small park not far from the cities. But far enough away from Fell's house.

"Hey G!"
"Frisk...? I thought I'd never see you again so soon."
"Neither did I to be honest"
"Oh? Is that so Miss Frisk?"

She rolled her eyes...I couldn't help but stare at her. She wasn't beautiful, no. She was some kind of Angel. Wait....? Fuck. I'm falling for her. No! No more dating for me. No more heart breaks...no more being used...

"Are you okay G? You seemed troubled like you have a lot on your shoulders "
"What makes you say that?"

I leaned back lighting a cigarette staring at her as she sat next to me keeping her hands folded and on her lap. I couldn't help but stare at her, but a part of my heart wants to be with her, another wants to die and kills myself...and the other piece reminds me of how much I might actually love that stupid fuckboy asshole Fell.

"You're dazing out...I can see in your eyes G. A deep pain...and I wanna help you out "

I tilted my head as she placed her hand on my arm then slowly grabbed my hand holding it tightly then looked up back at me. I felt so weird, yeah Fell cared about me. But not as deeply and meaningful Frisk was showing to me. I felt my soul flutter for a moment. I took a deep breath then caved in.

"Alright...you caught me. I do have a lot on my shoulders...this guy I'm with. He...how do I say this nicely. He's controlling, and he isn't the nicest person to me as well. I thought I loved him but recently...it's been harder and harder each day. I don't know if I loved him anymore"

She frowns staring at me as she moved closer to hug me, I hugged back. I didn't realize the tears forming in my eyes, I was more broken than I wanted to be. She cradled me a little in her arms. God she was so sweet, like the sweetest person I have ever meet and known. Most girls run at the sight of me. Or just want sex and a toy to have fun with. Nasty little sluts...

Why was she so different...?

"Hey...what are you doing tonight? Are you going back home to your boyfriend G...?"
"Well...no. I wanted...to see if I could go back to your place for the night of course! If you don't mind. I'll be good no funny business I promise!"

She giggled and nodded holding my hand leading me down to her apartment, it was small and cozy. I felt bad that she had to live alone in the cities like this, I couldn't help but feel some respect for her. A lot of it at that, she was strong enough to live alone in the big cities full of creeps that would rape the shit out of her. Killing her...

"What? Do you not like my since of style?"
"Pfft. No...no. It's cute and cozy. It reminds me a lot like my house when I lived alone. Small and cozy..."
"I don't like living alone at times, it gets boring after awhile and then you start feeling lonely."

I nodded agreeing. I lived alone for a lot of years, even back in high school I lived alone. She walked over to the couch sitting down then smiled tilting her head motioning with her hand to let me know to come over and sit with her. I smirked and rolled my eyes which oddly made her giggle. I couldn't help but smirk more, Fell never. No I shouldn't say never, but not often did he make me smile or smirk so wide my face started to hurt.

"I won't bite I swear!"
"Sure you will. It's all a big plan, make me all cozy up then next thing I know you'll be biting my skull of out of nowhere"

I sat next to her and smiled, I felt my phone buzz as I knew who was already calling me. I shut it off. That was a first.
I'd always answer him, but instead I shut my phone off leaving it in my pocket.

"I won't bite you G..."

She took my hand then leaned closer.

All I could feel next was her lips...

On mine.

Fell G's POV

I had to spend the whole mother fucking day alone. And oh boy did it piss me off badly. He said he needed space...? Time? What does HE MEAN?! I tried everything to not go out for the day, but I ended up caving in and letting him go. Just, for the ONE day. I was having bad feelings right when he said he was just gonna be alone and go back home. To the underground then would come back tomorrow morning.

I sighed being in the basement beating up a punching bag. May anger and anxiety was so bad I almost destroyed my whole house. G would be pissed and I'd be more pissed at myself from doing it in the first place. I groaned punching hard enough for something to jump out of my pocket and land on the floor.

My engagement ring...

The one I have plans to give to G on his birthday.

But who fucking know what's going on with his head now. He seems off and just depressed, it can't be my fault. Can it? No...no. Maybe it's just memories or his nightmares bugging him.

I'd text G now and then to check up on him. Half the time I'd get one word replies or an hour later reply. Oh BOY!

He got more so worried at points I'd have to set my phone down, run around the house. Drink hale a bottle of liquor. Then next him again to know he was actually alive. And not being raped or beaten half to death somewhere away from me.

"God...it's getting late. I know he said tomorrow he'd come back...but it might storm badly. Should I call him? No...no. Give him space Fell G. Give what him what he needs to get better"

Hours had passed. I caved in and called him.

No answer.

I tried calling him again.

It went straight to voicemail.

"He...shut his phone off."

My soul felt like it shattered.

He shut it off for a reason...and not a good reason.

-Kyler Lynn❤️
Until then