Sabito x Giyuu Oneshots

4 pt.2

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Credit to the Artist

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Sometimes I wanna be a tree. Having to stay still in the air. Having birds nesting on my branches. The air rustling my leaves. I can have happy families lay in my shade, while they eat watermelon and play. I sometimes wonder why I can't be like a bird. Free. I want to be free. Free from my parents. Free from my home. Free from reality. I want to fly away. Go to the beach and stay there for as long as possible. To be away from everyone. Everything. I had my head against the window, watching everything that passes and goes. A tree. A bird. A dog. A person. I wonder how that persons life is going. Are they happy? Do they have their soulmate? Kids? Or are they just like me? Sad? Lonely? Insecure? I look away from the window and looked at the drivers seat. There sat Sabito. His eyes focused on the road. He hits the break once he sees the red light ahead of us. He turns his head and looks at me.

"Everything alright?"

I stare at him for a bit before mumbling a 'yeah'. No. Everything is not alright. It's been four days since I met Sabito at the park. I finally decided to hang out with him. The past three days I've never felt so lonely without him. And now that I'm here with him, I want to be lonely. Seeing him is just a reminder of how pathetic of a soulmate I am. How pathetic of a person I am. I held my own hands in my lap as Sabito continued to drive. I have no idea where we were heading. I squeezed my hands.

"Ah I forgot to ask, have you eaten Giyu?"

Not for a few days no.

"No I haven't....cause I kinda assumed you were gonna take me out to eat or something."

Sabito laughed.

"Well don't always assume that! I don't always have money on me."

I shrugged and looked out the window again.

"I can pay if you want."

Sabito shook his head.

"No. I have a treat for you today."

A treat? What am I? A dog? I wish I were a dog sometimes. I wouldn't have anything to worry about.

"Well we're almost where I wanna take you..."

I pulled my feet up on the car seat and hugged my knees. I didn't sleep last night. I was tired. Knowing I was gonna go out with Sabito today made me have a major freak out so I ran through all my clothes to choose an outfit. And before I knew it it was morning. I placed my chin on my knees and closed my eyes. I could rest for a couple of minutes before we go where we're gonna go.

Most of the drive was quiet. Sabito didn't speak. I didn't speak. The silence was nice. But awkward. I wanted to cry because I couldn't do anything about the awkwardness. Even if I do try I'll only make it even more awkward. All I see is darkness. A dog standing in the darkness. Is it a dog? It's eyes are red and it's growling like a demon. Am i dreaming?

"Giyuuuu"

I could feel my cheek being pulled. I opened my eyes and lifted my head. Sabito sat in front of me with a smile.