Haikyuu Angst Stories

Letters ( Nishinoya)

Day 1
Apparently writing notes are supposed to help with what's going on right now but I beg to differ because I still want to die.

Day 2
I don't feel any better just the same. Tired of going through this shit everyday and having to be the happy person. Noya is supposed to brighten everything up. Like no get someone else to do that shit.

Day 3
I bet my boyfriend doesn't even love me anymore. I think I'm scarring him off. Why does this have to happen to me. Why do I have to be given this shitty life.

Day 4
Everything seems to be getting worse day after day like can I just catch a breather. I'm always smiling when I just want to cry. Why the hell cant anyone take the time to really examine me.

Day 5
Well today was just amazing, I got called a fag just for having a boyfriend and then he didn't even back me up just said he doesn't know who I am like wtf. Welp my heart just deteriorated.

Day 6
I miss having someone by my side 24/7. I just purely feel empty at this point. Empty smiles and laughs. Just to make other people happy, I feel used.

Day 7
You know I didn't smile today and everyone started to ask why but I just said just one of those days. Why didn't they follow up on what I meant

Day 8
I'm so close to quitting the team. I do the same thing every day and get nothing out of it. I just feel like a robot forced to do everyone's bidding.

Day 9
I was told I was being to hyper today. I thought everyone liked me like that. What do they want from me happinesses or sadness I can never tell.

Day 10
I finally quit volleyball. One less thing to be attached to. I mean I did get yelled at but I'm not phased anymore. One friend gone another the next.

Day 11
I didn't even go to school today. I just sat at home and thought about my future. And it doesn't seem like it will go past today

Day 11.2
Do I love anyone nope, dose anyone love me nope. No strings attached just flying high into the sky

Asahi sat and cried reading Noya's letters out loud.
"Why did you have to leave me so soon. " Tanaka said while standing at the doorway.
"I'll miss you bestie."

Asahi got up and walked over to Tanaka. They left the room and closed Noya's door. It was the end of his suffering he thought to himself.

They walked outside and to the bridge where Noya took his last breath.
"We'll miss you buddy," Asahi said.
" Yeah just fly high for us," Tanaka choked out.