By your side (Shin Soukoku)

Sooo Confusing!!!

I grabbed my phone from atop my head and flipped it open. Squinting my eyes to the sudden light I checked the time. 12:46 am, so I’ve been awaked for a few hours now. Sigh. I can’t sleep. My mind is full of absurd things that happened earlier. I can’t keep up.
A loud noise broke my stupor I panicked, Kyouka’s already asleep. Flipping my phoned opened again. I got a message.

<Akutagawa>
Hey!
Jinko!

<Akutagawa>
Did you really had that many works to do?
Making a report for the day is simple isn’t?

<Akutagawa>
Jinko?
Already asleep?

What? What is this? What’s happening? Again. I think back from this afternoon. My hand went up to my forehead. I can still feel it damp and a little warm. I felt my face burned. It’s a good thing I’m sleeping in the closet and Kyouka can’t see me so she won’t be worried. I shifted carefully, can’t risked waking Kyouka up. Though she is probably, for I still hadn’t changed my ringtone. Might as well fix this now. Sitting up, I fiddle with it and messaged him back.

<Akutagawa>
Still awake!
Why are you still awake at this hour anyway?
Yes! I had so many works to do. It’s not only limited to my reports

<Akutagawa>
What? You’re still working?
I can’t sleep

<Akutagawa>
How about you?
What are you doing besides you’re report?

<Akutagawa>
No
I just can’t sleep too, am not working

<Akutagawa>
You know I’ll also have to do some of Dazai san’s
Well, all of Dazai san’s. I mean ‘all’
-_-

<Akutagawa>
And why is that?
I really can’t understand him

<Akutagawa>
Really different when he’s still in the PM

<Akutagawa>
Same -_-
I still can’t understand him

<Akutagawa>
Hmm. I know. Still can’t believe he’s the same person
Though Dazai san is Dazai san
We can’t comprehend him

<Akutagawa>
You’re right!
Anyway why can’t you sleep?
Nightmares? Still?

<Akutagawa>
Oh no!
Not nightmares
Just can’t!

<Akutagawa>
What? Thinking about something?

<Akutagawa>
About me?

<Akutagawa>
Yes! Thinking ‘bout something
But not YOU

Wha wha what!? What is he saying? I really can’t keep up. Ba dump badump calm down Atsushi.