Depression

A moment passed another gon

Time is naught but twisted spawn

I have no freedom, I hold no hope

I fall to failure, I knot my rope

Romantically I am upset

Academically I remain depressed

Socially I feel helpless

Falling into a black abyss

I desire to ditch, drown, and die

continue to shatter, combust then cry

My body shakes, my eyes are wet

All thoughts are poisoned, my mood is set

What makes it worse, is how deep I care

I strive for success and obsessively dare

Stumbling, flailing, falling down

My bludgeoned body skewed on the ground

A scarlet puddle pools at my feet

This mental sickness I can not beat

I'm dying inside, my soul decays

I won't survive another day

Unfortunately, I must get back up

I hate myself but I can't give up

Required to try again, pursue my goal

Both success or failure ravage my soul