𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 | taejin

13

13 : look

Kim Seokjin

we decided to stay here in the hotel for now because they told me that they wanted to rest for a while then we'll go shopping later

i just slept for an hour and here i am sitting on the bed

am i too overacting?

its just that i assumed that he'll keep our promise forever, that we'll be together when we saw eacg other again, that we'll have a happy family

but i guess that just a dream

its my fault though

i assumed, so here i am

but i just want him to be happy even if im not the reason of his happiness

i love him, i love him so much and i want the best for him

i just wished that the girl he loves now wouldn't hurt him, i dont want him to be hurt beacuse he doesn't deserve that

he deserve all the love in this world.

I know it may take i while for me to forget about my feelings for him that i should've done in the past but i know this'll be gone, soon

hopefully.

If he's happy then i am too, i love him so much that it hurts me, but its ok and we're still best friends, or friends though so im ok with that.

While staring on the wall i heard a knock on my door then i opened it and i saw hoseok standing there smiling at me

"hey hyung" he said still smiling

"is everything alright? do you need anything?" i said

"i-i just want to talk to you, if you're ok with it, if not then that's ok" he said

"oh uhm come in" i said and he does

We sat on the mini couch

"hyung dont lie to me ok? what happened earlier?" he said

oh yeah, i cried earlier in front of them

i sigh

"did that man hurt you?" he said and i looked a bit shocked

"n-no he doesn't"

"then why did you cry?"

"uhm its just"

"wait hyung" he said and i loomed at him confused

"who's that man?" he said

"t-taehyung" i said and he looked shocked

"YOURE BEST FRIEND??" he said and still shocked

"y-yeah"

he calmed he's self down

"then why are you crying? you should be happy right?"

"im happy though"

"so why did you cry?"

"its uhm i heard him"

"heard him?"

"yeah, y-you guys know that i s-still like him, b-but i heard him, accidentally, i heard him talking with someone on t-the phone"

"what did you hear?"

"it l-looks like he's t-talking with his g-girlfriend" i said and looked down

again he looked so shocked

"omg im sorry hyung" he said and he look so worried

Jung Hoseok

"its ok haha" he said, laughing but still i can hear the pain

"its my fault though" he said

"i assumed that he'll also feel the same like what i feel but im just stupid thinking about that, all things may changed" he said and he's tears are starting to fall again on his face

"h-hyung it's not your fault" i said and he smiled at me but still i can clearly see all the pain

i know it hurts so much, all those years even though there are many boys and girls chasing him, wanting him, he still sticked onto their promise but here he is all hurt.

he's still crying and i decided to hugged him

"its ok hyung, you dont deserve this all you do is just give love and you deserve also to be loved" i said

"thank you so much hobi" he said and i let him cry on my shoulder

why i let him cry on my shoulder i suddenly remembered something

when hyung came back at us earlier i hugged him beacuse he's crying so much then i after i hugged him namjoon hugged him too

then i suddenly looked around and i saw that man, i saw taehyung and he's looking at us not literally us, he's looking at namjoon and seokijin hyung while they're hugging

i dont know why but im sure he's looking at them dark and sharply, like he looks jealous

but why? i thought he have a girlfriend?

whats with that jealous look? does he still have feelings for jin hyung?

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annyeong!!

hey everyone,, so i decided to update today because why not? hahaha,,i hope all of you are doing great,, keep safe!! <3

sorry for errors im gonna edit this soon,hopefully.

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