"jen sama ka mamaya!"bago tumayo ang aking nasa harapan at umalis sa silid na itoh ay bigla ko isinigaw iyon,by the way she's jennie ang aking pinakamamahal
"saan na naman 'yan?"naka-pamewang na tanong niya sa akin
"may pa inuman daw si prof since nakapasa tayong lahat sa test.ano game ka ba?"tumayo at lumapit ako sakanya
"next time i'm busy"kinuha niya ang bag at akmang aalis na
"hoy bakit mo ba ako di pinapansin kanina pati ba naman ngayon, please sama kana kas-"
"oo na pero wag mo na ako sunduin mamaya"ha?pero lagi ko naman siya sinusundo at hatid ah...
"wag mo na ngayon"sabay lakad palayo sakin...what the hell jen!
mga dalawang oras nalang at pupunta na ako doon sa bar which my classmate requested to professor x ay este kay prof alan
i'm actually wearing a spaghetti strap crop top with the blazer that jennie gave me noong birthday ko.
aba di pa rin talaga sinasagot yung mga tawag ko!you really give me a reason to pick you up huh?
alright imma come to your house then
she's really testing me so andito ako ngayon sa tapat ng bahay nila.
pangalawang busina ko na at sa wakas lumabad din...pero bakit mukhang di maiguhit ang mga mukha nito?malamang self alam mo na
"lisa!you jerk i already told you na walang pick up na mangyayari diba?pshhh"and now congrats to me she's still mad and gone crazy-
"can you please shut up na,i'm already here just get in the car"wala naman siyang nagawa kundi sumunod,i leave her no choice
sa buong byahe namin ako lagi ang nagsasalita pero puro tungo lang siya
tangina
so here we're na sa bar,dali dali ako bumaba para pagbuksan ng pinto ng sasakyan si jen kaso nauna na pala
nauna na siyang pumasok at nasa likod naman niya ako
"yoww"inakbayan at bungad ni jisoo na kasama rin pala niya si rosé.
"ohh yoww yoww"sabay ngiti sa kanilang lahat na nakita ko,i really miss them kahit kakakita ko lang sakanila kanina
a minutes passed away all of the students ay nasa gitna na para sumayaw at kaming dalawa lang ni jennie ang nakaupo.i clear up my then talk to her
"uy tara sayaw,wag kj"umuoo nalang siya, mukhang bored na kasi kaya niyaya ko nalang
hawak hawak ang kamay niya na idinala sa gitna at isinayaw, mukhang nakainom na kasi namumula na and she's cute paren naman kahit ganon
"suot mo pala yung blazer na iniregalo ko"she said while her arms are on top of my shoulders but my hands are on her small waist,she looks stunning with the crop top since it's maybe the reason why that is her favorite
"bakit masama ba isuot yung regalo ng mahal ko?"i ask with a wink but she just laugh at me
slow dance with this girl is such a nice feeling
"uy kala ko ba walang sila?"
"i thought she's straight-"
"ew di naman sila bagay,right?"
bulong bulongan sa gilid na di kalayuan sa amin
tumingin ako kay jen at nawala ang mga ngiti niya nang narinig niya ang mga ito
"don't mind them,jen"i tried to cheer her up but i't didn't work instead she walked out
hinahabol ko ito at saktong nasa labas pa siya
"jen wait lang-"
" i shouldn't have come here..."
"ano ba kasing problema mo?kanina ka pa ganyan ah"unti unti eto lumapit sa akin
"you know what's my problem?i- ito,ikaw,tayo!!!i can't even understand this anymore!"oh yun pala
"alam mo kung ano yung tunay na problema?you haved feelings for me,pero di mo tanggap!"i point my fingers at her
"you can't even accept who you really are!"this is the first time i'm screaming with the top of my lungs at her
it's obvious that she love me but she can't accept it because of her reputation
patak ng mga luha ang namuo sa mga mata namin
walang nagsasalita pero kami'y nagtitinginan lang at no one break that contact
she calmly come near me,put both of her hands on my face at ginawa rin ito
she glanced at my lips and slowly kiss it
i could feel how hurt she was
our lips parted and she looks so nervous
"i-i loved you but i think we should end this here..."
"s-sure but one day you will realize that you will lose the girl who ever did was loving someone who can't accept that she loves her too..."i'm so hurt but still managed to say that
i started to walk and get my car when she screams
"YAHH I-I LOVE YO-"
when i turn around i see her laying down on the floor with a blood in her back
at nakita ko ang isang lalaki na sumaksak sa kaniya,agad agad itong tumakbo papalayo
"jen!heyy bawal ka pang mamatay!tanginaaa"unti unti nawala ang mga galit ko sakanya nang makita siyang nakahandusay
"i really love you"tears filled up her eyes na i really hate because it's also making me cry
"please don't leave me..."niyakap ko siya nang mahigpit, i don't mind if my clothes ay madudumihan ng dugo
wala na akong narinig na boses nya...
no not yet...please
umaasa ako na buhay pa siya kahit walang kasiguraduhan
"jen..."
and this time mas hinigpitan ko ang yakap ko
"yah ang hig...pit"ay pota BUHAY pa palaaaaa
"fuck naman jen"nilayo ko sya sa akin
"yahh this is all my plan!wag ka magdrama dyan"at tumawa ng walang bukas ang bruha
"jen wag ka magbiro...di ko kayang mawala ka"hinampas ko sya ngunit di man lang tumigil sa tawa
"mahal na mahal kita"nang tapos na siyang tumawa ay saka niya ako niyakap bg mahigpit at sinuklian ko ito ng yakap
"yo también te quiero"
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since i can relate to jennie's situation here hehe
and stream hylt huhu
don't mind me but i'm just literally bored
