Its been 7 days... I'm slowly driving my self insane with the thought. The thought that he no longer cares for me. Its like he gave me the keys, buckled me up, and is watching as I drive my self insane. I just want to go back in time. And avoid contact with him. Never talk to him. It would make my life so much easier. Less drama. True friends. But then there's that part of me. The part that wants him.Almost even craves him. I know its weird to crave a person but I do. I just want him all to myself and to keep him at my side. I want to be the one to hold and kiss him. But he could never look at me the way he looks at her, which brakes my heart to a million pieces.| It's been days since you and Shawn broke up, yet it felt like years. On the third day of the break up you were in tears in Gilinskys arms and Shawn was out with his new girlfriend, Some brunette chick. "jack did he ever love me?" I cuddle into jack some more so his heat could pass through my cold, tired body. "y/n, I don't think he ever stopped loving you" "then why did he break up with me? Why is he with that brunette girl?" a tear slipped down my face. "Boys are stupid. But Shawn still loves you. While I'm here with you, Jack is with him. He says that Shawn had been crying nonstop. And that girl... A publicity stunt" "w-what?" I say in shock. "yup. His manager told him he had to been up with you so-" jack was cut off mid sentence by a loud knock at the door. I got up to open it even though I looked like a walking, talking pile of shit . I opened the door to see Shawn who looked just like me and Johnson beside him. "fix him." Johnson says then enters my house. "y/n, I'm so sorry. I-i just don't know why to say. I've cause you all these tears and a broken heart. I hurt you and I'm sorry. I never should broken up with you b-" I cut him off by placing my lips onto his. I pull away and say"shut up Shawn" before giving him a kiss again. "Awwwww. " I hear jack and Jack say followed by numerous camera clicks. Shawn pulls away and says "will you please forgive me and be my girlfriend?" I smile before saying "yes" and give him a big hug. A few minutes later a feel my phone vibrate and see Gilinsky tagged me and Shawn in a pic of me and Shawn from earlier, captioned 'the power couple is at it again'
