Did I really deserve all this? All of this overthinking because I couldn't stop my heart from beating faster. My head knew that it was wrong, but my heart didn't care, I didn't care. Why would I care about someone who just repeatedly attacks my insecurities and thinks its just fun and banter? What kind of person just considers my feelings as nothing more than a joke? It doesn't matter in the end though; they don't matter in the end because they're just temporary people to fill that empty void in your life before you go into university to fill it more with different individuals.
