life [poetry]

spiralling

hell o
currently in another storm slap bang in the middle of a heatwave which is not at all tubular
also lmao get this I was feelin heckin anxious this evening and while I love my friends and they r the best at looking after me I just wanted this one guy to talk to me but I'm too scared to initiate conversation so I dropped a hint on my sc story like 'hey somebody talk to me so i forget how much i hate myself haha' and he IGNORED IT then had the audacity to send me a snap (its a picture too wtf) like ten minutes ago , about 3 hours after i needed him which I'm gonna ignore til morning out of spite

so basically men are trash

he's actually very sweet and i think i like him a lot but also i hate (havin) sex and idk if he could vibe with that so we'll see lmao anyway here's this

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with a voice as soft as sin itself,
your breath unfurls like rope unwound,
utterings that shouldn't be uttered,
hiding where they cannot be found,

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i actually kind of like this so im just gonna leave it idk i want to have another verse with the theme of like
words being so sincere that it seems as if the only reason you were given a voice was to speak them

but like make it pretty and poetic