life [poetry]

maybe?

speaking of listen to 'maybe' by the wonder stuff its g r e a t

ok so i guess im just gonna use this as a bit of a diary as if i havent been doing that anyway but ive made a pretty big decision lately that only one person knows about so lmao

ok so im gonna be 18 next year and after i finish school ive been a bit unsure on what i wanna do with my life but like the main thing i KNOW is that i want to get out of england

bc realistically the only place where i can get the level of job i want is in london and its so expensive to live there and also i dont really like it its too busy anyway

i'd been thinkin about moving to america but again all the big cities are just crammed and im not a suburb type of gal so naturally the next step is canada
i mean either that or australia but i would burn over there so
and its a bit too far from home you know

but i LOVE canada ive just never really considered living there i mean ive never actually been but it looks like somewhere i can actually see myself living out my whole life so i think im gonna do it

when i can obviously
but i think instead of university
im just gonna
go to canada

probably try to find a stable job until they let me join the police but idk the rules around that like with citizenship and stuff but i know they have work programmes for overseas people so like get me on that

anyway thats whats been consuming me this week enjoy this picture of my darling cat (she's called harriet say hi)