Tonick. A love that is a bitch

i wish that i was good enough

(Nick's pov)
Its been two weeks  since the breakup. I miss Tony. Ever since the breakup all i do is eat pizza, watch netflix, lurk on Tony's accounts and cry. I he's been depressed alot since the breakup. We still comment on eachothers insta posts. We just don't say the same lovey dovey stuff. I mostly just comment emojis and so does he.

nickaustin: i wish that i was good enough. 😕
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@lilhuddy: Aww buddy it'll be okay.
@avani : nick it gets better
@teddycopterrr : who did it? @ them
@addisonraee : heart goes out to you
@tonylopez 😕
   Tony_.nick: Replying to @tonylopez tonick is over. Nooo

What did he mean by that. Does he miss me? Does he still care. It doesn't matter anymore. We broke up. I head over to his insta to see if he posted.....

Tonylopez: My love my love my love my love. won't you stay awhile?😕
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@lilhuddy: Aww buddy it'll be alright
@avani : tony it gets better
@teddycopterrr : who did it? @ them @addisonraee : babe it'll get better @tonylopez: replying to @addisonrae
Don't call me that. Ever.
@nickaustin 😕
@tonick4life replying to @nickaustin what's going on. Is tonick over?

I commented the same thing he put under mine ya know just to clear up i saw it. Bruh the way he did addison made me laugh out loud. He said dont call me that. He hasn't posted for today tho. I refresh his feed. Oh he just posted.

Tonylopez: I love you so fucking much. You are the only one for me and i want you to ALWAYS remember that. Even if i don't. ❤
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@avani: oooh who's this about???
@addisonraee: aww ily2 ❤
@lilhuddy: who's lucky lady?
@taylerholder: this is for me? Aww
     @addisonraee replying to @taylerholder: nah he's mine ❤
@nickaustin:  chip. (I meant chump)
  @multi.teddy replying to @nickaustin wdym by that???

I notice Addison's comment. Wait. Theyre a thing... Oh. They're a thing forreal now. I feel a wave of sadness rush over me and i start crying. Then i get a notification. From Instagram. It was another reply on my comment. I clicked it and it said. Tonick? Nah taddison is for life. Addison liked that comment which kinda made me sad. Then i scroll up and i see a comment that snaps me right out of my saddness. Tony replied to Addison's comments. With 😕 no. And then on the he's mine comment he replied with 😟 im single. I felt better. Then i saw he replied to my comment with "never forget. 👀"  wait was this meant for me? I think so. Thats when it clicks.... He still loves me.
(Tony's pov)
Its been two weeks since the breakup. I miss him. He still comments under my posts and likes them and i do the same. He has been basically avoiding me. He litteraly is always in our room. Ive been sneaking into the room while he's in the bathroom to get my stuff. Sad. I just wanna cuddle him and kiss om him, but that won't happen. Ive been dropping hints at him that i still care. Im not bold enough to dm. I'll try to do it later. Ive been being bold on Ig recently. I used the same song as lyrics.... I don't think anyone peeped it but idk. Ill dm him. I grab my phone and send him a text. N= nick T= tony
T: hey nick
N: hey tony
T: how have you been?
N: good hbu?
T: ehh pretty good except i have this ex who has been avoiding me and ive have had to sneak into my Own room.
N: hmm well maybe just go into the room if it's ur room too.
T: bet. Omw.
N: wait what.
T:on my way actually... Im coming in rn.
Nick looks up at me shocked. Tony get out. Why? I ask. Because im not dressed. Oh? I say smirking. Not like that doofus. Well nick i need tell yoy something. RIGHT NOW. Okay. I fucked up. Even though im not sure how. I can't do this. Do what nick asks. This. Not dating you. Not talking to you. Not hugging you. Not kissing you. Not cuddling with you. I love you so fucking much nick. Do you not understand that. Im not gonna stop. I NEED you in my life. The night of the date. I don't even remember what happened after we got in the car to come back to the hh. I woke up in my bed so i assumed i came home and went to sleep. I woke up with hickeys all down my body and thought you did it. I litteraly when i said when i say ooh nick you frisky animal. But i didn't do it. nick says. Oh. Nick listen. CAN EVERYONE COME DOWNSTAIRS PLEASE. Addison says. What were you gonna say. ITS VERY IMPORTANT. ugh i guess we gotta go downstairs. I kiss nick and he kisses me back. I miss your kiss. I missed your kiss too. We head downstairs. We all gather around and Addison said something that no one was expecting... It changed everything. I will never look at her the same way.

A/n real quick nick viewed my story. Ahhh like honestly ahhhh. Im shook

Also another thing... thank you guys so much for 5k reads. I am forever grateful and in honor of a double VICTORY.... You get a double update! ahhhh omg i cant believe it. They happpened on the same day. At the same time.

Oooh what did she say. Btw this aint the big plot twist.... We aren't there yet. Just know... Its coming. Soon.