love will remember || m.e

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We were still at the magcon event and I was getting kind of bored of being alone. I wanted to be on my phone but it's battery died. I didn't know what to do. Shawn got off stage. "Come with me!" he screamed "Why?" I whined. "Didn't you hear?" I shook my head. "Well they told us to go get a girl and I chose you so come!" he said.

He took my hand and he took me on stage. Every guy chose a girl from the crowd and Matt was with Jordan. "Okay so each girl gets to do something to the boy. You can hug him or whatever you can think of" Bart said.

Of course. The typical magcon game they play with their fans. And well Shawn could've chosen any girl from the crowd and made her entire year but he decided to choose me instead. I smirked. I wasn't gonna kiss him or hug him. I already knew what I was gonna do.  I was going to slap him. But wait, then all the crowd will get mad at me so I guess I'll just peck his cheek.

All girls pecked their lips or even makeout and take photos with them. Then it was Jordan's and Matt's turn. They went to the front and that w.hore took his shirt off and licked his abs. Like the hell?!?? That c.um guzzling demon s.lut! I just wanted to shove a knife down her throat and kill her slowly and painfully. She just met him one day ago and I've known him FOR 11 FREAKING YEARS AND HE STILL HAS NO CLUE THAT I LIKE HIM!

I remembered how Matt got mad when me and Shawn were staring at eachother, if I kiss Shawn he'll be pissed off and that's what I'll do. I went up with Shawn and introduced myself as everyone did. I took his shoulder and he cupped my face and we kissed. It was a real kiss. After a few seconds I pulled back. We were staring into eachother's eyes and we both smiled.

The crowd filled with 'Awwws' and 'I ship them!' and 'Shawnessa!' I laughed and I was about to sit down on my chair but Shawn took me by the waist and I sat in his lap.

"Ugh, there is a f.ucking chair and she still sits on top of him" I heard Jordan whisper. "Ugh, there was some freaking lips you could have kissed but you still licked his abs" I snapped. "Oooh kill 'em!" Cameron yelled. Matt glared at me and I felt bad. But I didn't want to seem weaker so I gave him the same stare he gave me. He rolled his eyes and turned around.

"Hey I'm sorry" Shawn said "No, it's okay" I responded, kinda proud that it wasn't me the one who broke the eye contact.

It was finally time that the fans asked questions to the guys. I was gonna go down stage but Shawn didn't let me and the same with Jordan because of Matt. "The girl with the blue shirt" Nash said. "This question is for Vanessa" she said. "Go ahead" I said surprised.

"Tell us your story with Matt" she said "Well he's my bestfriend since I'm in first grade" I said. More questions came up and I was fine until they decided to ask me a question again. "What's going on with you and Shawn?" she spoke. "Oh no, we're just friends" I said. "That kiss tells me more!" someone from the crown yelled. "Yeah I ship Shawnessa!" another girl yelled. I blushed and looked down. Why am I blushing? I don't like Shawn that way.

Then they asked Matt something. "What the hell with you and Jordan?" she asked. "She's my girlfriend" he said smiling. That hurt. Like a lot.

"But you're such a nice guy to be dating a s.lut like her!" a girl shouted. I agree. "When did you even meet her?" a voice said. "Two days ago" he said. "Have you done the nasty?" another girl asked. "I'm not answering that" he said. "He didn't say no!" she screamed. He smirked. So yes. That's a yes.

"Excuse me" I said as I got off stage. They've only known eachother for 2 freaking days and they're already a couple. I've known him for 11 freaking years! 11!  I hadn't noticed I was crying until now. My makeup must have been a mess. I went to the bathroom and fixed it the most I could. I had puffy red bloodshot eyes.

I walked out and went with Mahogany since the event was over. "You okay?" she asked. "Yeah" I lied.

The meet and greet was finally over and we went back to the hotel. We all gathered at the roof again. All except for Matthew and Jordan because you know... that.

"Vanessa what was that about?" Nash asked. "What was what about?" I said completely clueless. "You running off stage when Matt answered that question" Cameron said.

I didn't notice I ran. Did I really run?

"Yes you did" everyone said. "Did I say that out loud?" I asked. They all nodded. "Talk to us! We'll be your safe" Taylor said. "Well.." I hesitated on telling them but I looked at Shawn and he nodded in agreement, as in telling me that I can trust them. "I've liked Matt ever since I met him" I said. "Sorry when did you meet him?" JJ asked.

"When I was 7 years old" I said. "And how old are you again?" he asked. "16 but I'm turning 17 this summer" I responded. "YOU'VE LIKED HIM FOR 11 YEARS STRAIGHT?" Nash asked surprised. "Yeah" I said looking down.

"Wow that's so long" everyone said. "And well it hurts that Jordan only met him 2 days ago and they are already a couple" I said beggining to cry. "Aww don't cry big sis!" Hayes said hugging me. I chuckled but I was still crying. "Please don't tell him. If we're not on speaking terms right now, then we will not even be on seeing terms later" I said. They all nodded.

"Wait, why didn't you tell us before?" Aaron asked. "Because I didn't want to" I said. "Who did you tell before us?" Gilinsky asked. "Well Shawn guessed before we even arrived to Cali, Hayes tricked me into telling him and he told Mahogany" I said.

"But you still like Matt?" Mahogany asked. "Well I don't know... I mean I can't be mad at him because of what happened since we aren't anything. But whenever I insult Jordan, even if it's just playfully of I'm trying to get some humor, he glares at me and even defends her" I said.

"I think you should continue liking him" Taylor said. "Thanks TayTay" I said. I looked for Shawn but he was no where to be found. "Hey where's Shawn?" I asked

•Hayes's POV•

"I don't know" I lied. Shawn really likes Vanessa. I know it's been two days but I can see he has never liked anyone as much as Vanessa.  He left because he felt bad talking about Vanessa's love life while he likes her. I secretly ship Shawnessa more than Mattnessa. I hope she realizes that Matt is a player and goes to Shawn

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