Twilight: Blood Moon

Long Becoming Separation

Date:
9/21-9/22

A mansion-like brown house stood proud behind us in that photo having not remembered much of what it looked like on the inside,but I knew it very open. Sticking it back in the closet, I left his room. However, the rest of the night I spent very on edge; which was unusual because often nights I'd spend alone without him, I'd feel fine but not tonight, I missed him.
I pulled my blinds back to look at the extraordinary midnight sky. No stars were out tonight although the quarter moon still stood out.

I debated going back to Jacobs room to look for anything to help me figure out where my family were exactly. No known location did my parents have or my grandparents, but I knew they lived somewhere close.
If I can figure out a store or street they lived in walking distance to then I might be able to figure it out.
Searching through his photos/ files of nothing, but bills and taxes I went through receipts he had crumbed.A hour and a half later I came across one receipt had the restaurant name that sounded familiar and I wasn't sure if it was close to their house, the Christmas picture I glanced at. The house in the woods...I know where to head first then from there. It would be a lot of wandering, I only hope I'll find it.

12:00am

The rest of my morning now I packed everything I would've needed clothes,food, flashlight,my cassette player,my journal, and my pen. The last thing I wanted to do was write a letter for Jacob. My words would just all spill out and I would get this horrendous weight of emotions off my chest.

Knowing I'd eventually get in trouble for all of this,shaking my head of the thought, I started to write.

Jacob,

You've wondered where I am I know, but you have to understand my side of the story.

Every since I moved in with you I've felt a part of myself missing and although we had good times together; cheering me up as that feeling of loss again stuck over me. Even when they came to see me I'd feel that loss again the second they left. Youve basically forced me into this whole imprinting nonsense, that's tore me away from the people I love the most.

My family! Do you know how much I miss them. Y̶o̶u̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶n̶'̶t̶,̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶'̶s̶ ̶t̶e̶r̶r̶i̶b̶l̶e̶.
You know that,this whole protecting isn't helping me mentally, To have my family ripped from me without my control is heartbreaking. So I left because I need them I left because if I don't I won't have any old memories to look back at. Nothing I'll have.
I'm sorry to leave you,but I'm going back to my family, where I belong.
Y̶o̶u̶ ̶d̶o̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶o̶w̶n̶ ̶m̶e̶

We will meet again
You won't have to protect me anymore
I deep down appreciate what you protected me from,but it can't stay this way.

Farewell,
Renesmee

Looking back down at what I read I crossed out some things I didn't feel was that necessary. I left the note pinned on the fridge,I opened the lower cabinet and grabbed a knife, just in case I desperately needed it,and slid in into my back pocket,grabbed my bag and looked at the empty dark kitchen.
After a moment of nostalgia hit me,I turned around,closed the door, stepped onto the grass and took a hard breath. On my own now,I'd have to careful. Looking at start of the woods in front of me I took off running. The feeling of the weak wind flow,through my hair was incredible. 
(Renesemee keeps running as the scene fades to black)