+*Confusing Understatements*+

🙀Being afraid to sleep after a horror movie💀

Just a little vent poem.

Tea Tears
It's weird how 3 months can feel like three years
I'm sitting here crying my pitiful tea tears
I take another sip of the cold drink, warming from room temperature
I feel quite sick and there most definitely isn't a cure
Say what you will, I was born this way
Sorry that your game isn't the one I want to play
My heart hearts and my mind makes it hurt worse
Why is mentality such a curse
I'm still sad, crying
My brother can hear
I'm still just sitting here
Crying my pitiful tea tears

Behind it: It's nothing too serious. I've just been way too careless with my heart lately. I like to say that I tolerate things very well, but I'm realizing that it's not toleration; it's just me tucking in my emotions until I explode. The saying "Tea tears" is one I made up to describe that my liquid diet mostly consists of tea instead of just plain water. I needed to get this out. It's been a while. The people who are worried about me are pinging me on discord, but I'm just gonna have some time to myself to Think. Thanks for reading.