Chapter 10

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You walk into the security and get all checked over and get your visitor pass
"Harrys a lucky fella" the security chuckles , you smile sweetly thanking him before walking on into where he'd be.
You see him... you see him kissing another girls neck.. your heart breaks.. a lump forms in your throat.. you drop the coffee and food causing Harrys attention to turn to you. He realises what's happening and walks towards you "babe, it's not what you think.."
you shake your head knowing Damn well he's not acting and you back away from him "I can't.." you turn and jog away from him, tears streaming down your cheeks, you stop at security to give your visitor pass back. Harry catches up with you "babe, please let's just talk about it" he places his hands on your waist
"Don't touch me!" You stiffen up before pushing him off you "were done Harry..." you walk away from him leaving him shocked and speechless.
You walk past the fans ignoring their questions as to why you were crying, you put in your AirPods and play your music blocking everyone out as you walk to the nearest bar. You sit down and order shots of vodka one after the other until you can't see straight

"why am I such a dickhead?.. why did I do that?..well she didn't tell me she was coming, is it her fault?.. no.. it's my fault.. I'm the one with another person.. shit.. FUCK! what do I do? I can't loose her, she's everything to me." Harry thinks to himself
He calls Tom.. "Bro.. I've fucked up big time"
"She catch you?" Tom says bluntly
"Y-yeah.."
"I told you not to do it" Tom sighs
"What do I do?" Harry starts biting at his thumb
"Take a Deep breath and choose between the slut and y/n"
"Yo bro, she's not a slut.."
"Are you actually sticking up for the girl you've been cheating on y/n with?.. y/n is the best you'll ever get." Tom is starting to get angry with Harry "Bro I gotta go, but sort it out yeah?" Tom hangs up on Harry
Harry walks back and continues with his days work, he texts y/n a couple of times trying to get her to talk to him but he doesn't succeed.

9pm
Y/n has now been drinking for over 5 hours, she's black out drunk, not knowing who or where she is. Harry has just finished working on set and is walking to the hotel that he's staying in. Y/n is walking.. well staggering back to her hotel, when she bumps into Harry
"Y/n.. what are you doing?.. are you drunk?" Harry frowns, y/n hadn't touched alcohol since her father died from a drink driving accident.
"No. I'm not drunk.." she leans away from Harry almost falling over,
Harry catches her and holds her close to him, y/n pushes him off, falling backwards landing with her back pressed against a wall "don't you touch with me thoes hands... they've been all Over that other girl.. whilst I've been crying and waiting for you to come home!" Y/n yells at Harry
"I can't believe you'd do something so horrible . You.. you.. you nymphomaniac!" She starts to cry.. Harry pulls her in for a hug "I'm sorry.. i love you"
Y/n chooses not to resist him and breaks down into tears into his chest "you obviously don't love me if you're willing to fuck other girls that come within arms reach.. but I do love you.."
Harry sighs rubbing her back "let me take you back to my hotel"
"No.. I have my own" you struggle to get out of Harrys hold as you sniffle and struggle to stop yourself from crying and end up falling onto your bum you sigh loudly "this is all your fault.."
"I know" he starts chewing at his lip "let me just take you back to your hotel? We can talk about it all when you're sober" he try's his hardest to hold himself back from pushing your hair behind your ear and out of your face
"Fine.." you slowly stand up off the floor just as it starts to absolutely chuck it down with rain.
Harry takes off his jacket and uses it as a umbrella for both of you although it doesn't work at all and you both end up soaked on the way to the hotel.
You walk into your hotel room and kick off your shoes and sigh as you turn round to face him.
All you want to do is kiss him.. but deep down you know you can't.. you ended the relationship.. why would you want to kiss someone who hurt you that bad?..
Harry steps closer to you.. "fuck it" you think to yourself as you stand on your tiptoes and kiss him. He instantly places his hand on the small of your back as he uses the other hand to close the door behind him, he humms against your lips as he lifts you up, you wrap your legs around his waist as he carries you to the bed. You move your lips to his neck, you make sure you leave a mark on his neck. As you kiss and bite softly onto his neck you run your hands through his curls, this all earns a moan from Harry.
All Harry can think about is how much he's missed you and how stupid he was to even try and get another girl behind your back
"God I've missed you so much y/n" he whispers,
The next morning
You sigh as you watch Harry sleeping next to you. You knew you had made a mistake. You get up out of the bed and shower, maybe that'll make you feel better. As you finish showering you hear Harrys phone ring and him answer it, you listen in on the conversation
"Please can you stop ringing me?, I don't want anything to do with you. No Brianna.. No.. please just delete my number" he lets his arm flop onto the bed as he hangs up and rubs his eyes.
You don't know what to do, was that him just cutting the girl off or was that another girl?..
"God.. why can't I trust you Harry.." you whisper to yourself as you tie your wet hair up into a messy bun, you walk out only wearing your underwear, you instantly feel Harrys eyes on you, you walk over to your suitcase and grab Harrys hoodie that you packed "stop staring" you say as your put the hoodie on
"I can't help it.." Harry smirks watching you, you roll your eyes
"How you feeling?" Harry looks at you sympathetically as he gets out of the bed and dressed himself
You rub your eyes and sigh "I'm sorry you had to see me like that but this was a mistake, it was a nice mistake but I was drunk I wasn't thinking straight" you smiles awkwardly and look down at your hands
Harry buckles up his jeans and walks over to you, lifting your chin up and kissing your lips. You try to hold yourself back from kissing him back but you fail.. you fall right back into the Harry trap. He pulls back "I don't think it was a mistake, but what I do think is that we should give us another go"
You shake your head "I don't think that's a good idea" you chew on the inside of your lip "we need a break from each other, I can't sit at home wondering if you're going to be sleeping with another girl.. I need a break, yesterday was too much, I felt like my head was going to explode" 
Harry chews his lip and nods "I understand" he grabs his shirt and jacket "I'll go" he smiles awkwardly before walking towards the door
You feel your heart break, you want to tell him to stay, you watch him walk out the door as your eyes fill up with tears. You lay on the bed and cry softly wishing none of this had happened.
You choose to call Jacquie who is with Tom, sam and Julia.
"Hi darling! How's New York?" Jacquie says cheerfully "you're on speaker so be careful about what details you share" she laughs
"Erm.." you say as you sniffle "me and Harry are over" you let a soft sob
Jacquies jaw drops "what?.. why? What happened"
Tom instantly stands up and walks out to the kitchen calling Harry to see his side of the story.

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