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Namjoon:Mekiina!Come downstairs for dinner please!
-I sighed and stopped my running on the treadmill.-
Ina:I'm working out!Not right now!
-I heard loud footsteps and then the door of the gym opened revealing Taehyung.-
Taehyung:Baby,why are you working out so much?
-I wiped my sweating forehead and grabbed my water bottle to take a drink after the long workout that was taking place inside of the gym.-
Ina:I got a little chubby on the tour..just working out it lose that.
-I took a deep breath and was about to start up the treadmill again,but before I could even lift a finger everything went blurry and the last thing I heard before collapsing was my name being called.-
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Ina:Hm...
-I opened my eyes.-
Jungkook:Mekiina!
-He rushed to my side and took my hand in his shaking one.-
Namjoon:You lied..
-I sat up and hummed.-
Ina:W-what?
-I could see tears pooling in his eyes and he looked away from mine.-
Namjoon:All those times you said you were going to the convenience store you actually went to work out?Am I wrong?
-I froze.-
Ina:Namjoon I—
Namjoon:Did you seriously let your weight take a toll on you?did having a little belly fat really affect you that much?We're disappointed Mekiina.
-I bit my lip to hold back my tears and looked down at my lap.-
Ina:I'm s—
Yoongi:SAYING SORRY DOESNT FIX SHIT!
-I flinched when he yelled at me.-
Seokjin:I'll,uh...I'll go get the medical bill so we can discharge her.
-He said quietly before walking out.-
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-I walked into my room and let out a soft sob.I let Jimin's small joke affect me so hard I wasn't thinking about how it would affect the others around me.-
Ina: ᴹᶦᵃⁿʰᵃᵉ~
-I fell on my bed and curled into a ball,crying myself to sleep.-
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Hoseok:H-hey,Mekiina?
-I hummed,already awake.-
Hoseok:You should come downstairs for dinner,okay?
-I nodded my head slowly.-
Ina:Sure I'll be out in a minute,Hoseok.
-He stood there for a second before walking out.I got up and,sliding a hoodie and some Koya pajama pants on.I put the hood on my head before waking downstairs.-
Downstairs
-The talking immediately stopped when I walked into the room and sat down.-
Ina:Continue chatting,please.
-I said quietly and started picking around with my food,but again I heard silence.-
Ina:Why does that atmosphere have to change when I walk in!?It's just a normal day in the fucking house while at the fucking dinner table eating FUCKING dinner.
-I said it sternly and loudly,my emotions getting the best of me.-
Seokjin:Song Mekiina!Please don't use that type of language at the dinner table.
-I looked down at my plate on the verge of bursting into tears.-
Ina:I'm sor—
-I was about to apologize,but then Yoongi's words replayed in my head... "SAYING SORRY DOESNT FIX SHIT!" and that was all it took for a single tear to fall down my face.-
Ina:I'm not in the mood to eat right now,maybe later.
-I got out of my seat and rushed back upstairs to release my stress.-
Room
-Walking into the room,I fell to my knees..letting everything out with one big sob.-
Ina:You're so fuckin' useless!
-I sucked in and let numerous sobs out slowly forgetting everything around me and sinking into a black hole.-
Namjoon:Mekiina,you have to come eat..It's doctor's orders.
-I wiped my tears and tried to sound decent.-
Ina: In a minute.
-He sighed.-
Namjoon:Now—
Ina: I SAID IN A GODDAMN MINUTE NAMJOON!
-I quickly got up and tried to make it look like I wasn't crying and opened the door.-
Ina:Now I'll come eat.
-I sniffled and started to walk downstairs.-
Namjoon:Now please,sit down and eat.
-I did as I was told and quickly ate my food so I could go back into my room.-
Hoseok:Slow down baby,no need to rush.
-His voice wasn't all that happy and it kinda broke my heart even more that I made them be like this.-
Ina:Sorry—
Yoongi:I'm done eating.
-He stood up and went into his room.-
Jungkook:M-me too.
-He also got up and went to his room and I couldn't help but think 'Am I worth their time?Do I really deserve their love?Do I even deserve to be in this group?'.-
Seokjin:I have some paperwork to do,I'll also take my leave.
-And one by one they all left except for Jimin.-
Jimin:I'm sorry Mekiina..
-I shook my head as I wiped some of the tears that escaped.-
Ina:No,I'm sorry that I let your small joke get to me,I should be the one apologizing.You can leave your dishes there,I'll wash them.
-He slowly nodded and left.I got up and gathered around all their dishes before bringing them to the sink and beginning to wash them.-
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